yayyy!! yayy! hubster mau pulang..

midnight ni hubster balik.. haih.. cam poyo je rindu padehal sehari je.. org lain beminggu bebulan rilex je tak cite pon.. huhu.. nak buat camne.. dah biase he's always here.. camni lah rasenye.. tambah pulak baru kehilangan someone.. perasaan lonely to comes easily kan..

hmm.. bobo balik membawa hadiah2 busuk.. uuuu.. tade hadiah special for wifey for sure.. boring sangat.. ayden plak so so laa manje bf tanak lepas.. even dah tido still nak melekat kat momma.. satu hal laa momma ni satu benda pon tak dan..

to kakak gua.. tulaaa lame tak exercise.. skali kene turun tangga 12 tkt.. trus pancet.. kui3x.. ish3.. kasihannnn... wakakaka.. larikkk...¬

ni tgh skype with hubster last time before jumpe real life.. ngeh3x.. semoga sampai dgn selamat wahai bobo ku.. binianak rindu dah ni.. heh heh heh.. apsal tah chat ngan hubby kat skype mcm rase malu2gedik gitu.. haha.. sewel..


biase laa mrbobo with his funny face yang wajib tuh!

to kakak sile laa mengapdet yer.. saye kebuhsanan dirumah takde sumber bacaan yang menarik.. muahaha..maybe nak start balik lor bace novel.. oklah.. nak main sim japs.. lame tak main any computer games.. layann.. daa..

skype owh skype..

waiting for hubster to skype from sabah.. lame nye tak mcm ni.. the last time die pegi outstation was to johor for 2 days.. few days after our wedding.. truk kn? esok hari cuti pon he has to work.. smpi semenanjug pon at 12am.. haih..

harini tak selera mkn.. makan sikit dah kenyang.. takde appetite.. haih.. petang tadi bapak dapat surat and voucehr from parkson.. it's parkson's baby wolrd discounts.. disc on all baby stuffs and a competition.. rase macam nak masuk.. just tatau nak buat ape to glam ayden up.. hihi.. hope abg nazim bawak camera esok.. bleh mintak ambik gambar ke.. huhu.. ok laa.. cam takde mood nak blog.. daa¬ layan sekeping gamba budak excited atas walker.. haha..

leaving on a jetplane

hubster's leaving for sabah in a few hours.. leaving me and munchkin kat sni until friday.. dhlame sgt tak kne tggl.. so rase really2 sedey.. dh la friday holiday.. tp huby tade..` haih.. xpelaa.. saba jelaa kn

harini and tomorrow x keje..so harini masak2 skit for bapak nyer lunch, the ptg buat cekodok ikan bilis.. saje nk try buat.. yer.. x penah wat pon.. alhamdulillah bpk kate ok since bpk ni sgt cerewet.. petang tu buat for bobo plak. tiap2 ptg gi rmh kakak die dok mkn cekodok and he claims lame xdpt.. tu yg try2 gak balaj buat.. nasib ler ok.. so mlm nye.. makan sayo kacang masak kicap, sotong sambal and telo dadar.. pg ni kne buat lagi cekodok for hubby nk ekal tmrw.. makan with his friend.. tak tido lg ni sbb tkt telajak tmrw.. hmm.. ni ayden on my lap while typing.. payah gak.. so i guess i have to stop here.. ciao¬!

owh silly me!

sampai hati kan.. telupe plak nak update about my hubster.. to hubby dearest.. i♥u.. and congratulations on the promotion.. semoga hidup kite bertambah lagi rezeki lepas ni.. rezeki ayden ni kan poppa bobo..? err... since dah ade promotion ni.. how about buying me those sexy pair of shoes? hahaha! kidding..


i ♥ u!

it's a small small.. [cyber] world..

i was so bored yesterday.. which lead to blog hopping.. tgh hop hop hopping.. i found a blog which really interset me to read and explore.. so.. dah explore.. i loiked it.. so i became a follower.. and link the blog to mine.. much to my surprise.. she was my long lost friends' wife.. haha.. kecik nyer dunia cyber ini.. today pegi keje awal.. since it's traffic jam day kan.. but skali ade trailer spoil the day daa.. rosak kasi jam kat kws subang nih.. haih.. oklaa lagi.. tak laa mood spoiler sangat.. sampai office.. ok lagi.. bleh buat tak layan stress keje melambak tu.. dah nk ujung2 petang.. adoi.. melambak lagi keje datang sampai migrain.. until now pon tgh migrain tapi dok tahan je.. balik rushing sbb nak ambik ayden and nak masak malam.. dah janji ngan bapak nak masak.. ksian plak laa kalau makan lauk kedai je.. lepas balik tu terus laa ke NSK.. ya ampun bejela nak parking je.. blom queue nak bayar.. nasib duduk dlm kereta je with my munchkin while bobo beli barang.. ayden plak.. sgt2 behave and so so happy duduk dlm kereta playing with his toys.. kaki sendiri pon dh cukup laa jadi mainan die.. dok isap jari kaki.. nak adik ke? hohhhh.. bio betikkk... huhu.. balik.. bobo was the chef of the day.. tugas gua kasi potong daging je and buat telur dada ngan sayur.. hihihi.. sbb bapak lurvess bobo's masak lemak daging+rebung.. alhamdulillah bapak was happy die siap tambah lagi makan.. gud2.. mision accomplished.. taknak sampai bapak sedih pulak.. harini bapak first day tido alone in his room.. org lain sibuk ckp pasal anak dh tido bilik sendiri but me cite pasal bapak plak.. cam klaka pon ade.. kesian+sedey pon ade.. oklah.. baru teringat.. kene tido awal.. esok training.. kang tido plak dlm class tu.. haha.. yay! sok jumpe azu.. blh borak2 story mory pasal wedding die yg tak lame langsung lagi ni.. yippa..

isk broadband gilak.. ke blogger yg weng? taklhe aplod video lak.. isk!

blab-blab-blab.. ajer..

i'm exhausted but i feel the need to blog.. taknak hari² tak berblog lagi.. harap leh menten.. harini still tak sempat ke kubur walaupon sekangkang kera kubur tu.. terase macam satu dose besar je tak pegi.. tapi harap doa² dan bacaan yassin dari jauh cukup buat mase ni.. jadual hari² sgt pack lately since ayden masuk 7 months.. tatau either bcoz opah die tade and he misses her or becoz die dah 7months and ini perubahan perangai die.. die sgt² manje and need extra attention lately.. now he loves words like "mamma-mamma.." or "nenenenen" i know.. it's the first word a baby slalu nyer cakap.. but momma still rase like your calling me son.. huu.. and nenen.. definately means what it sounds lah.. or dlm bahasa dewasa "i want my milk!" until today *not that i'm counting* err.. ayden dah 2x jatuh katil.. 1st under momma's care.. 2nd was under poppa's so-called-good-supervision.. biase laa poppa die klu dah dpt bantal.. mmg tak ingat dah ape jadi sekeliling.. i was afraid it would happen tapi taknak laa sang suami ni kate kuat bebel and tak percaye die.. so tahan je laa risau ni.. tibe² dengar sang anak melalak sekuat hati.. dalam hati.. "danggg! it happen again.." shiannnnn anak momma.. isk.. alhamdulillah die ok.. kesian jelah.. harini chik came to visit.. actually die ke kubur in the morning.. so dtg laa visit rumah.. tengah hari sikit family bapak pulak datang... mak teh and family + mak dek.. bawak makan.. lega.. rest skit today tak payah masak.. next week kak yong balik rumah.. so.. i'll be the cook.. bleh ke? huuu.. insyaAllah... blasah bawak keluar smue buku recipe laa.. yer.. saye mengaku saye tak brape nak pandai masak ni.. tp suke masak.. camne? haha! gile.. harini bobo turunkan satu level cot ayden.. ayden dh tinggi.. he loves to stand in the cot.. so mcm bleh je jatuh keluar.. dah brape kali bebel kat bobo mintak tlg buat.. finally die buat juge.. tq hubster.. love u loads..~


ayden & kak icha.. aden loves to play with kak icha..


bertuah nyer anak bujang.. look how he sleeps at nite..

owh no.. gtg.. he's awake... and crying.. momma pon need to rest.. esok byk keje.. argghhh! owh.. thanx to aunty's and uncle's who came to visit..

i found my batpupu..

kak lin.. harini trase syahdu jek.. sbb dpt contact balik ngan kak lin a.k.a batpupu.. rindu sgt zaman² dgn kak lin.. dh mcm adik bradik dah kitorg.. blom time ckp negeri 9 lagi.. hehe..

tak ingat dah an handezavoo time tu kitorg panggil name pompuan die ape.. sbb suke menyelit pot pet ngan kitorg dan habiskan stock makanan kitorg ngan kak shariah... huuu.. i miss those moments.. dlm byk² keje.. rase nye keje plg enjoy mase kat TM laa.. byk ups and downs kat sane.. those are the people in my life i can call besties.. sbb mmg best pon derang.. hehe.. klu an bace ni ko jgn prasan eh.. tp ko dh cam abg aku.. kak lin dh cam kakak aku.. i love u guys to bits..

lately keje makin tak best kat office ni.. hal tak puas ati ngan orang atasan dah takde.. ingat leh comfy keje laa.. tapi tak.. orang² lain plak suke buat hal.. geram sgt and terkilan bile ade yang baru masuk keje sni tapi mengarah me to do her job.. sabarkan laah diri yer.. tapi work is work.. jangan fikir korang bleh pijak kepala aku.. korang tak kenal aku sape.. tapi yer.. seriously.. i'm not the same person mcm mase kat TM.. i was very2 baran mase tu.. habis smue org aku tak pedulik.. rase nk sound mmg kene setepuk laa.. lantak korg.. even supervisor's pon gua marah.. huu.. brutal.. tp sni.. maybe sebab dah jadi a mother.. dah kurang skit laa.. yes.. taklaa berubah totally tp ade laa perubahan +ve kat diri ni.. alhamdulillah..

harini agak tak seronok.. every friday pon not as fun as it was for me dlu.. skang tade laa kwn² nk hu-ha di waktu lunch.. smue dah ade geng baru dah ade time rehat lain2 so.. here i am alone.. baek apdet blog..

ayden still demam.. kesian sgt.. dlm kereta on the way to Kota Dam die excited sgt tengok all the cars and tyres on the road.. tp lepas tu he started coughing.. kuat.. sampai tahap die penat and berpeluh².. last² tetido penat sambil rambut basah kuyup peluh.. sian nyer my son.. now..macam dah bejangkit je batuk ni.. tak suke... err nak tau.. selain ponstan.. ubat ape lagi bleh makan yer for breastfeeding mommies? any advice? tips?

owh yer.. kisah maid tak sedar di untung..

i forgot that i owe a story about a maid yg tak sedo di untung..

so.. my cuzzie has this maid from siam.. maid siam yg ckp melayu muke melayu smue lah.. she has been working with the family for ages.. bebelas tahun lah.. ok fine.. u bleh anggap diorg as your family.. tapi kami yg kazen mazen tazen and mokcik pokcik atuk nenek.. definately not related to u in any kind of way.. but we are malay.. malay people kan berbudi bahase.. so we treat u as nice as we could.. kite tak suruh u buat keje mcm org gaji pon.. tp yg tatahan.. mulut die yg mengalah kan bos.. sesedap mulot talk about my cousin's mother (my mum's sister) behind her back.. pastu kutuk kat adik bradik kitorg plak.. die sedar tak sape die dgn kami? sile jaga mulut and know your limits lah kan.. asal jumpe mesti dpt laa berdas² kutukan terlampau..

but as time goes by.. we manage to buat dek and live with it walopon ampun.. sbb die betambah dosa kami mengumpat.. so.. nak pendek kan cerita.. haha.. nk ketawe ade.. marah ade.. guilty bengang smue lah ade! haritu mase kenduri tahlil for mak.. agaknya tuhan nak kasi balasan kat die kot yang mulot mcm #$^*#@! tu.. dok kat spital mase mak koma asyik ckp mak tu tak pjg umo laa nk mati laa.. gile btul.. so mlm tu tgh kemas² siap makanan nk mkn die pon akan sibuk laa nk tlg.. but then bekas besi caterer tu tejatuh when my aunty letak makanan berat dlm tu.. so i went to save makanan tu dr jatuh.. so did dis pompuan.. tgh angkat, die pon nk angkat.. bijak nye.. die pegang dgn jari die kat celah tmpt kaki mangkuk besi tu.. me.. yg blur and still sedih ni.. trus laa dok tarik kaki mangkuk tu.. then die ckp "aduh² sakit.." i stopped.. ingat die dh ubah laa jari die.. then i continued tarik kaki tadi balik.. pastu die dok jerit lagi.. "adoi sakittttttttt" dis time sekuat hati.. so.. i stopped pulling besi tu..bengkok kan skit so dat she can let free of her finger.. what do u expect? she didn't say it was me yg buat sakit tu.. i had no idea aku yg buat jari die tesepit.. lepas die tarik klua.. wah.. marahnye kat gua.. siap gua nak tolong tangan die.. die dok tepis tangan gua.. wahhhh!!! so i left her and continued letak sos dlm pinggan..

dat time smue org ade kat luar.. so i seemed like a bad person.. as if.. aku ni salah besa laa sepit jari minah ni.. padehal accident.. tak sengaje.. then die dok menangis kat blakang meja kate jari die sakit cam nak putus.. feeling guilty gua pon pegi laa kat die nk tgk.. wah.. marah lagi.. die ckp tade pape.. tolak aku ketepi.. i appologized ckp.. tak sengaje.. tatau pon.. yg geram die dok kutuk gua kat my aunty smpi my aunty tarik muke same gua.. ape kes.. mmg laa sakit.. but i appologized.. tak luke pon! biru pon tak! ok laa i can accept laa sakit gile.. tapi buat camtu.. making me look bad infornt of everyone.. bile i offered to help siap tolak.. bile i insist nk tlg gak.. die ckp tade pape.. klu tade pape knp die dok aduih² smue.. dah laa die tak abis² blame me.. ckp die sakit mcm nak putus jari but i tarik kaki tu kenape.. what da frog? so bile laki² dh habis tahlil gi laa ambik minyak gamat.. soh die sapu..

die mcm ok.. tp upenye lepas tu dok marah gue lagi.. smpi pakcik2 gua plak tau kes gua sepit jari die.. mcm gua guilty banget.. hari kedua dan ketiga tahlil die x dtg.. takot aku sepit jari die lagi kot? moral of the story.. kesian mmg kesian.. sbb tak sengaje.. but at the sametime.. jahat nye aku.. tepk gak padan muke tuhan balas balik cash sbb mulot ko cam &&$#@#@!

lantak laa if people think i'm bad ke ape.. yg aku tau.. i appologised.. and it wasn't on purpose.. and.. sukati aku laa.. aku nk kate padan muke gak kat die! haha!


gambar rentetan untuk harini.. gbr mereka² kat Rome.. mase skype nga SIL..


muke budak ni je yg lebey.. haha! tak kasi can org len..

myvic rawks and congrats sarah+kicap

emm.. it's almost 2 weeks since mak passed away.. smpi harini still tak burst into big tears.. still holding back.. tough? NOT.. fake? YES. but alhamdulillah.. i'm a person who can hide my true feelings at times.. so.. let's chat about something happy today..

semlm.. 1st of all congratulations to sarah & nizam on the new bundle of joy.. mohd haidir haikal.. semlm rase hepi.. dpt hang out with frenz like old days.. thanx to myviC members batch lame.. hu hu.. atleast ade laa trase hepi skit hati ni.. bleh lupe all the sadness buat sementare..

ayden currently dijage mak ngah/bobo's sister.. does anyone know a good babysitter kat area selayang or USJ or Kota Dam yg cheap²? let me know yer.. semlm bobo bought me a blouse which was cheap tp isterinye suke sgt².. i tak kisah if it's cheap ke pon.. as long as it doesn't look pasar malam type and tak buat i nmpk gemox..yg penting suami yg beli kan.. dah cukup buat hati sang isteri bahagie sehari due.. huuhu.. thanx hubster.. u lite up my day.. sure u besyukur kan u married someone like me? and bukan ex u yg metrialistic tu.. like u said yesterday.. mmg cfm u botak laa dok pk mane nak cekau duit blanje org high maintenance.. huhu.. sesungguhnye.. isteri mu ni.. tak penah pon mintak anything designer's ke ape.. just dat.. utk anak.. yer.. klu bleh tringin nk beli brg mahal skali skale.. sbb kesian kat die.. huhu..

harini bobo bulanje lunch.. posto kan ke opis.. thanx hubster.. mcm tau2 kemalasan lemak tepu isterinye nk bejalan ke sebelah soping mol ni haa.. i miss ayden sgt².. ayden demam.. dah brape mlm asyik batuk and muntah.. last night tgh tido die batuk mcm tercekik.. nasib momma dgr.. batuk² sampai muntah.. muntah mcm fountain plak tu.. lepas tu smpi laa ke pagi die tak tido asyik merengek je.. tido skejap².. momma die lah.. manjang ngantuk kat ofc.. haih..

i need a pair (or maybe 2..) of new shoes.. huu.. lame tak beli kasut.. klaka tak pakai kasut pregnant je sampai ni.. minggu ni plak dok pakai kasut yg dah 5 tahun sampai naik itam ni.. adoi laa.. mr hubster... buy me a pair of sexy heels plzzz... murah2 pon hokke... huu..

ok laa. not in the mood.. ade budak baru ni.. bleh plak ngarah gua buat keje die.. gile ke hape tah..

Mak..

mak.. i miss u so much.. i still can't believe it was our last conv on mother's day.. i wish i hugged u dat day.. i wish i had bought u ur pressie earlier instead of waiting only on dat evening to go and buy u ur supposed pressie.. i regret a lot of things but i just have to keep it way way back of my head.. i can't break down.. not infront of everyone.. esp infront of bapak.. i know he's so so sad that u'veleft him forever.. i miss u mak.. i miss everything about u.. i wish i was a good daughter.. i wish alot of things.. but it's just too late.. and it just hurts so bad.. i miss u mak..

helllpppp.. hellpppp

selingan gambar si kenit.. this was taken.. bile yer? err.. definately before die pandai bediri kat tepi cot.. ni buat muke mintak simpati suruh org ambik.. sambil klua kan tgn lambai² momma yg sibuk nak ambik gambar seketul dua.. haha!

betul ke kate² org tue.. konon nya ape yg kite suke buat time pregnant bleh effect kat anak? or ape yg kite minat org tekejut tu bleh buat kenan kat anak.. i don't know kesahihan citer ni.. but what i know is.. ayden now has a funny habbit of making growling sounds.. ade kan? in last entry tulis about this? emm..sgt laa comel.. sgt laa buat momma die gumbira hati everytime balik rumah..

harini bobo ambik half day.. so balik keje ni bobo berteman ayden ambik kat office.. wahh.. saya sukak! huu.. tadi dpt mms from bobo.. but then fon plak laa full.. "please delete some file.. bla bla bla.." so lepas jenuh dok delete all the messages from inbox.. baru laa mms sakses masuk ke dlm inbox.. as i expected.. bobo hantar gambar home sweet home yg dah lame ku rindu.. uhuk².. bukan satu.. tapi due gambar fro diff angles.. i loike.. tebayang how ayden would crawl or even run.. kat space yg ade tu.. hihi..




gambar cetoet sbb dari enpon tak canggih ke satu lagi enpon tak canggih... huhu.. rindunye nak balik rumah.. sesape tau babysitter yg ok and tak jage ramai budak kat subang bestari? klu tau please inform me.. lepas ni trus kene shoot ke KLIA nak hantar kak lin and family yg nak ke Rome.. definately will miss them especially the kids lah.. ermm... ade training pasal e-learning plak laa ni.. layan lah dlu.. iskk!

Ayden turns 7months today..

yayy.. it's like it was just yesterday that i was holding a tiny bundle of joy of 2.45kg's in my arms.. and now he has turned into a big-young-cute-hyper boy.. yes.. he's 7 months today.. sape sangke..? alhamdulillah walopon my production makin kurang.. but until now masih mampu kasi skit² breastmilk..

emm.. ape pekembangan? at the moment.. ayden doesn't seem like he's going to crawl.. nampak nye all babies skang ni skip crawling and trus stand and walk.. haha! ayden crawls only 3 steps and stop.. pastu duduk.. he loves to sit.. sbb die dah terer part duduk.. the 1st time (mase 6months 2 weeks) die duduk.. he was so happy he managed to sit on his own without any help.. satu kaki melunjur kedepan and the other one lipat ke blakang.. so that badan die stable and tak jatuh.. pastu trus pandang momma ande tesengih nampak gusi.. huu.. bangge die! good job son!

and last week.. die dah start berdiri.. not even bother to try crawling.. nyibuk nk bediri je.. harap he has no problem with his eyesight dh besa nanti.. emm.. bile dpt bediri (with the help from momma laa..) suke tak hengat.. siap ketawe.. pastu now.. momma only pegang sebelah kaki pon he can stand.. and baru 2 hari lepas.. he stand on his own tanpe pegang or dipegang doe a few seconds.. wahh.. bijak bijak..

tp part yg plg tatahan sakit perut is.. hobby baru ayden.. which is..... he loves to growl!!! yer.. i used to love watching vampire movies or citer² serems smue ni laa mase pregnant.. apekah? haha.. plg cute bile die angkat due² tgn mcm nak terkam momma die sambil growling.. muke tunduk.. mate pandang momma mcm nak terkam.. siap senyum notty.. ni 7 months ni! hahahha!

semlm balik dari keje.. die baru bangun tido.. saje buat growling mcm die slalu buat.. he smiled.. and then trus buat suare mcm tu jugak.. sambik attack momma.. groowwwlll!!! terkammm!! hahaha! klaka laa.. tak bleh nk describe.. i have to take video and letak sni..

erm.. it's mother's day this sunday.. i wonder what poppa ayden will buy for momma ayden.. ke tade pape.. huu.. takyah brg mahal².. beli je MAC - Satin or work shoes pon ok.. keh3x.. plg tak best pon.. beli je laa card.. i pasrah.. huuu... err lipstick simplysiti - nirmala pon bleh.. huu..

haa.. ckp pasal lipstick.. i have been searching for the best natural lipstick which is suitable to my skin and lips yg pucat.. lame tak jumpe².. asked a friend yg kulit agak gelap and pakai lipstick yg cam best.. die kate it's MAC - Satin.. tapi tak beli² lagi.. eh btw.. MAC lipstick brape yer satu? tak pernah beil.. tapi baru² ni pegi watson with kyong and tgk ade satu lipstick siti simplysiti - nirmala yg similar to MAC's satin.. with.. rasenyer cheaper price laa kot? RM30++.. kan? mau! mau! mau!!! oklah.. mcm byk plak keje.. later..