nursery owh nursery..

klu citer pasal nursery mmg boleh pening sampai botak kepala.. adoi.. ayden currently duduk nursery kat kelana jaya.. why so far away from selayang? sebab dah mati kutu tatau nak hantar mane.. haritu options yg ada nursery nye agak macam.. well.. kureng beminat..

then bobo dpt tau kawan dia ade hantar nursery ni and diorg kata OK.. so we gave it a try.. 1st datang.. ok.. saye adelah manusia penggeli yer... harap maklum.. i'm not being fussy.. but i wan't a good and clean environment for my son.. maybe laa nursery ni teres lame.. but hello.. owner, takkan takde duit nak cat dinding yg dah naik itam² tu? taik cicak takleh sape ke? brape kerap mop rumah? almari2 kayu tu tak ke bahay utk anak²? seriously mmg tak minat nk hantar.. tp bg mengelakkan pertelingkahan laki bini.. i agreed.. ikut je laa.. sedap kan hati sendiri.. maybe ok kot.. after all kawan bobo ckp OK..

so hantar lah si kenit ke nursery tu.. 1st day.. yak payah cakap laa.. kene tinggal of coz nangis.. kesian, tapi takpe lah.. ramai kawan.. tapi hati still rase macam tak best.. the 2nd day, still the same.. menangis and berlaku ler setiap hari..

yang tatahan nye baru seminggu dok situ dah ade 3 lebam kat muke and no one pon nak ckp apape when i pick him up.. ckp laa die jatuh tadi ke..budak ketuk ke ape ke.. as long as u tell me what happend.. nak soh aku tanye manjang dah lambat gi keje lupe nak tanye.. muke susah nye laa nak friendly.. macam tepakse jage budak² je.. sorg tu ade anak.. bawak skali kat nursery.. anak die mmg behave.. tp mak die tanampak cam kids lover pon?

diorg ni 2 org je.. jage ramai budak.. sorang kak noor tu jage babies below 12months.. klu mcm tu camne nk monitor pegerakan budak²?? mcm nursery lame dlu 2 budak sorang teacher.. and yang ni bukan teacher yer.. cikgu.. and from what i see... and compare.. ayden tak penah balik bawak knowledge baru.. dulu ade je benda baru die blaja.. budak² ni main je ke?? mainan pon mcm sedey.. playground pon seinci habuk.. tapi 2 org cikgu tu stay kat nursery tu.. weekends tak bleh bersih kan compound ke? klu bagi diapers kan.. 6 diapers.. kdg² luak 2 je! tak makan ke anak aku tu? nursery lame ajar agama DAN english.. kat sni, dah laa cikgu² nye.. baju.. dah mcm kaler kain buruk pon ye.. come on laa.. tak nampak bersih lah..

ade satu hari tu.. smpi awal.. tgk ayden was actively playing with toys.. but 2 other kids tgh duduk je depan ayden.. tgk what he was doimg.. sgt pasif! kenape? even klu pagi2 org petang2 pon.. budak2 ni tak byk gerak.. masing2 nampak pasif and tecengang je.. kenape haa?

baru ni.. ayden macam masuk angin.. balik je tengah tdo muntah.. siap muntah dari idung.. habis klua makanan yg i bagi dinner tu.. maybe ayden ni active so mase ramai2 makan die sibuk main? so.. makan laa 2 3 suap je kot? tah laa tapi my motherly insintct rase it's better that my son is being brought up in a neighbourhood yang kampong dari duduk kawasan bandar tapi lebih kampung je keadaan nye.. i need to find a babysitter.. :(

how would you feel bile hari2 hantar nursery.. anak tu toleh muke tanak pandang kite.. bile cikgu suruh bye² die toleh sambil biibr dah tecebik²?? tak ke meruntun jiwa? sian anak mama.. :'((

OKlah.. dah 17:30.. need to pack my things.. nak chalooo... ciao~!

Eid ul Fitri 1431

1st of all.. Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir & Batin to all muslims around the world.. especially muslim bloggers.. ;) byk kumpul duir raya @ duit raya anak? hehe..

ok.. so i've been so busy kan.. with all the tempahan and persiapan eraye yang tak brape sangat.. semua lah.. these are some pictures and updates on what's new with ayden haiqal.. 11months is a very very very difficult time for me.. adapting to ayden's new behaviors.. ya Allah.. lasak nye tuhan je yang tau.. org negeri 9 kate.. lesek bona! adoi.. yes.. ayden dah tumbuh gigi.. gigi depan atas sebelah kanan.. and yes.. he has been biting everythig.. termasuk muke momma die.. now waiting for the next tooth to comeout.. dah bengkak nampak gusi nyer.. orang kate kalau tumbuh gigi dulu lambat jalan? ayden tumbuh gigi and nak jalan at the same time.. momma's so proud..! tak kesah laa ade mulot2 yg kate ayden lambat jln.. as long as he does ok je.. kan? mulot sangat bising ok.. rambut makin lebat.. badan still kurus.. no not because momma tak kasi cukup makan! dah die mmg mcm tu.. so jgn byk bunyi plz..

owh and yes.. ayden dah pandai pegang sndiri his bottle since last month ke last 2 months.. tak ingat.. hehe..


owh yes.. and this is his favourite sleeping position skarang.. huhu..

yesterday for the 1st time ayden jatuh sampai luke bibir.. sian sangat.. under papa's supervision.. ish3.. papa.. papa... comot laa ayden di hari raye.. huuu..

*far left : sempat lagi buat muke notty..*

haa.. ade lagi satu cerite.. makin hari i feel makin tak puas hati with the nursery.. especially after they recruit new and young teachers.. ayden balik dah 2x lebam.. baru ni pipi lebam.. semua org say it's like die kene pinch kat pipi sampai lebam.. but yg sakit hati bile sorg minah muke tak semenggah ni ckp "tatau laa tibe2 je petang tadi lebam.." wth?! atleast klu tell d truth tau laa should take him to the clinic or tak payah.. jgn laa tipu kan? the week before.. tatau laa camne.. ayden balik.. kaki penuh ngan tande gigit.. tak mcm nyamuk.. tatau laa semut ke pijat ke ape!!

korang rase kenape eh?

lastly sile la layan gbr ayden tido berbaju melayu and momma syiok sndiri.. huhu..




ni tarzan mane lak sosek ni..

Ayden's 2nd day of school/nursery..

ok ke kalau aku kate budak² nursery ni layan semacam because gua ni tak pakai tudung? stereotype je care pandang orang.. semlm bobo called nursery pulak tanye how's everything.. and die pon dah advice not to share other people's things kat si ecah..

mcm tulis dlm entry semlm.. nampak ayden baring atas bantal busuk tah sape tah.. so yesterday.. i packed ayden's own pillow sekali.. nasib laa haritu ramai sangat kasi bantal and bolster.. so yang ni letak nursery. sbb tak sanggup sakit mate.. semlm asked bobo utk ambik ayden and i stayed in the car.. bobo pon tak masuk just ambik from luar.. mak aih.. abes satu badan bau vicks.. diorg gi sapu.. takpe lah.. as long as everything else tade masalah.. tapi kesian ayden.. diorang dok pakai kan baju main blasah je mix and match baju2 ayden cam anak koling dah anak momma.. haha..

same mcm hari sebelum tu.. i feel like i spend less time with him.. balik² ade laa sejam dok main² ngan die.. then die mintak susu.. pastu trus tido smpi pagi esok nye.. i miss my son.. maybe kat nursery die tak tido langsung.. cam tak saba nak tunggu weekend nak spend longer time dengan die..

owh yes.. semalam my online maxu dress sampai ke office.. excited nyer laa nak pakai.. dengan harapan i wont look like a preggy momma..

balik rumah try.. nampak cam org preggy plak bile pakai with inner.. arghhh! tensi gue.. any tips on how-to-wear-a-maxi-dress-and-not-look-pregnant peeps? haih.. oklah.. abg auw dok scan² monitor nak tengok org tulis ape! tade privacy btul!

ayden goes to the nursery

semalam for the first time ayden pegi ke nursery.. sedey and berat nye hati nak tinggalkan die kat kakak ipar haritu.. ini kan lagi ni kat stranger yg tatau ntah sayang ke tak kat ayden nanti..

so semlm pegi for trial care laa.. free 1 week utk test.. yang jaga ayden tu name die panggey je laa ecah.. student part time jaga baby sementare cuti semester.. risau laa jugak sbb slalunye yg sementara ni bukan betul² pon jage.. bukan yang sayangkan budak.. just nak isi masa lapang and nak carik duit extra.. tapi tawakal je laa kan.. mase smpi je depan gate ecah pon kelua.. i was holding ayden.. pastu ngan slambe si ecah merembat ayden from my hand.. ambik beg and trus blah masuk.. wahhh.. bagus nye etika.. cam tekedu.. bia betul camni layanan? so both me and bobo follow masuk tengok diorang dalam bilik babies.. si ecah yg bijaksana ni plak.. masuk² trus baringkan ayden on the toto.. ape lagi.. memang laa klua siren kan..

*ayden ni sangat manja.. in the morning yg sejuk2 ni.. he loves to be cuddled.. esp bile die baruuu bgn tido.. kalau dh cuddle and suddenly orang baringkan die balik.. memang die nanges..*

pastu si ecah panic. she was like kalut².. lagi² i was there kan.. pastu gua pon ckp laa "alaa jgn laa nanges ayden.." then member die si pinaz dok bisik² sumthing.. si ecah terus angkat and dudukkan ayden.. still nanges.. tapi hulur2 tangan.. ala.. sian nye anak aku ni haa.. so sampuk laa lagi "die nk org dukung yerr.." baru laa si ecah ni dukung and baru laa ayden senyap.. berat nye hati tapi gerak gak laa.. taknak kacau diorang jage kan.. tp cam pelik.. budak² yg jage ni tak reti nk communicate ngan mak² budak ke ape.. sumer cam kaku kayu bisu jek.. ke memang semua nursery macam tu? hee..

so mase gi keje.. mmg sgt lah restless.. after lunch call laa tanye how's everything.. amboi².. si ecah yg angkat fon.. sedap mulot die je komplen anak gue.. "die nangis lame.." ok takpe lagi.. stendedlaa first day kan.. then tanye laa dah makan blom smue.. slambe dungu je si ecah ni jwb "tadi die taknak botol susu die jadi saye pinjam botol budak lain kasi die minum" WTH??????? gile ke apo pompuan ni..? siap ngaku lak tu???? i was paranoid time tu.. "hahhh??? kasi botol budak lain???" respon die skit nye slambe cam nak tanak je jwb soklan2 gua "aah.. die taknak botol die.." setau mak die ni.. ayden only drinks from his first year breast flow bottle and he hates other bottles even avent die tak minum.. ni die kate ayden taknak his own bottle??! dats just.. ridiculous!! *time ni wish sgt ade magic wand harry potter 'ridiculous!' jeng3x ecah jadi katak puru!*

i know i should've said.. jgn share brg org lain etc.. tp tau² laa me.. kalau tekejut tak terkate.. ingat petang tu nk ckp laa..

sampi2 je nursery.. trus laju bagi salam and masuk.. tengok diorg smue tengah melepak area depan pintu. ayden on pinaz's lap minum susu.. baring atas bantal kepuk sape tah busuk je rupe! arghhh! tapi terus lupe nk saun sbb nampak ayden minum botol sndiri.. leka je die dok dengar org lain becerite.. *ayden biase laa.. keypochi.. haha* leka nye die smpi tak nampak mak die bediri kat depan die.. few seconds baru die nampak tu pon after i called his name.. ya Allah.. menggelupor die nak kat momma..! hulur tangan and trus tepis botol.. sian nyeeee... i ambik and hug.. die hug balik.. how cute is dat? haih! so saje laa tanye² since tu first day kan.. tanye camne ok ke si ayden.. wahh ecah tanpe menunggu lame memecut ckp "die nanges lame tadi.. bleh tahan lasak eh die ni.." ekelehhhhhh.. budak mentah ni.. aku sumpah anak ko lasak gak kanggg! huu.. "heheh.. lasak? kenape? die buat ape tadi?" "habis smue budak die kacau tadi.." well duhhh!!! he is after all a BOY.. a growing up boy.. u expect him to sit still and lemah gemalai? "die buat ape lagi" saje tanye.. as i dah suspect ape yg die buat.. kat situ ade budak rambut lebat girl.. 7bln jugak.. ecah pon jwb "die tarik rambut budak ni tadi.. smue laah die kacau nye.." atleast my son's acting normal.. so what are u complaining.. kan normal.. baru jage budak ke? haih.. pelik2..

*ayden mmg loves to pull people's hair.. ayra his cousin slalu jadi mangse.. bukan i allow it.. but to me that's a normal thing.. klu die ketuk ke gigit ke.. that's normal too.. but maybe kene laa tgk².. kan..? lebey dari tu ape kite nak buat.. takkan nak pukul.. iskk.. no wayy... selagi tak pandai becakap and jalan ni.. pukul will never come as an option yer..

so takpelah.. blah je laah.. maapkan jelaa.. maybe sbb ni baru hari first diorang masih blom nak sayang ayden lagi.. i'll give them time as long as my son balik same macam mase hantar takde calar or luke anywhere.. mintak simpang! momma loves you ayden haiqal!

Will see how things go tomorrow..