The Day..

memang plan pantang di selayang tapi on March,10 tu masih di KD.. ntah laa tak tau laa sebab sebenar kenapa tak stay selayang terus..

pukul 6am March,11 perut meragam.. the day before dah laa pegi makan di Kedai Kopi, Shah Alam yer yang tepi tasik tu.. dalam sup ada plastik.. pastu sup dia mmg terasa lipas.. mmg tak bersih laa kedai tu.. sampai lekat kat lidah rasa lipas tu.. mmg aku pangkah kedai tu! puih! so pagi2 dah sakit perut asyik ke jamban.. ingat mesti sbb food poisoning tu lah.. sbb perut mmg agak memulas.. berkali2 ke toilet.. bila dah masuk kali ke 5.. terfikir.. mcm tak boleh jadi je ni.. ntah2 sign nak bersalin.. tapi org kata sign nye rasa macam nak teberak.. tapi tak berak! ni aku dok membuang dengan cemerlang.. tak laa purging.. tp mmg telebih lawas lah!

masa tu dah 6.30am.. kejut bobo ckp sakit perut.. dia boleh buat dunno je.. tak laa risau kot laa dah nak bersalin sbb dia budget bersalin mesti pecah ketuban.. so dia tgk wife die memulas dia just ckp.. takpe laa kang kite gi checkup check lah.. sambung tido ye lepas tu.. dlm toilet sambil2 whatsapp kawan2 kat group.. tapi 1st whatsapp kakak dlu.. dia ckp mcm sign nak beranak.. pegi trus hospital katanya.. kawan2 suruh kira brapa minit sakit dtg.. lama2 tu sakit membuang dah takde.. tapi perut rasa sakit yang tak pernah rasa selama ni.. memulas2.. kalah senggugut.. cakap bobo rasanya kena pegi hospital ni.. so dia pun terus bangun, mandi, siap2 kan barang ayden.. masa tu sakit mcm bleh tahan lagi.. so stuju hantar ayden ke nursery dulu.. dlm pukul 7am kelua rumah.. jalan dah start jam.. HARI ISNIN ok! of all the days! bagus tul..

so dalam kereta memang memulas2 mcm food poisoning ada mcm senggugut teruk ada.. terhentak sikit pon sakit.. dalam banyak2 hari yang touch n go bobo full.. hari paling penting tu laa dia tak top up plak.. arghhh!!! beratur panjang.. mmg dibebelkan aja isteri sakit ni.. nasib dah sound awal2 klu kene bebel ke terrr maki kee.. jgn marah and plz paham.. so dia gelak je laa tau salah dia.. sampai nursery.. hantar ayden.. rush terus ke DEMC..

sampai terus ke emergency.. and staff situ terus ambikkan wheelchair and tolong aku duduk atas tu.. masa dia tolak ke dalam nak bawak ke labor room.. terasa dah underwear mcm basah and ada air flowing.. masa tu terus auto pegang bawah.. lupe org yg tolak tu jatey.. wakaka.. lantok! rasa basah.. aiyoo.. cfm waterbag ni.. tapi tak keluar banyak.. then dia pas to another staf untuk bawak naik lift ke labor room.. kat situ terus dia suruh baring and pasang CTG check heartbeat baby..then suruh buka segala pakaian.. change to thei 'maxi dress' haha maxi dress laa sgt.. and terus ahkak nurse seluk... huarghhh! aihetchuuu!! seluk2 dia ckp dah 3cm.. pastu ckp "ok waterbag nak pecah ye..." pishhhhhh... pecah air ketuban dikerjakan nurse itu.. huarghh dan huarghh lagi.. terkejut bila terasa waterbag tu klua laju2 macam berebut2 nak klua.. dengan banyak dan tanpa henti.. dan aku pasrah merelakan aje.. haha.. dah nak buat ape lagi..

makan sandwich walopon tak lalu..

 

next.. nurse tanye if nak gas, injection or epidural.. aku kompius.. aku ckp aku taknak apape sbb so far aku rasa ok lagi tahan sakit tu.. sampai satu time.. sakit gila dah tiba.. woah dia punya sakit rase sampi meremang ke telinga.. haha.. taktau nak explain.. tak tau jugak rasa sakit tu fokus kat mana sbb segala tempat sakit.. macam2 jenis rasa sakit.. haha.. doctor still blom sampai.. so nurse skit2 datang seluk.. sambil tu whatsapp kakak.. dia cakap ambik je gas.. so fikir2 ambik je laa.. ok setuju ambik gas.. which i feel didn't help at all... it just tends to make us loose focus on the pain.. and konon2 nye layan menda tu.. padehal sakit je.. sedut kuat2 pon buat lalok je sampai rasa tingtong high.. tp sakit still tak berubah.. then the injection.. nurse pujuk untuk ambik dia kata atleast it would ease the pain a bit.. whatsapp kakak lagi.. dia cakap.. ambik jeee.. ckp the same thing yg nurse ckp.. so trus ckp bobo panggil nurse before bukak 7cm.. nanti dah tak boleh ambik..

so cucuk tu yes.. the pain mmg kurang.. kurang yer.. bukan hilang! lama2 tu sakit semakin kuat..
sebelum tu dia kasi sandwich suruh makan tapi makan pon 2 gigit je.. tak lalu plus sandwich ada thousand island ke ape tah masam gilos.. senang citer tekak mmg dah tak lalu.. bila sakit datang seduttt dalam2 gas.. bila dah tak sakit tu try laa tido kejap.. bobo was there with me.. well most of the time.. sbb ada time dia kena turun uruskan bilik and payment etc.. sempat dia buat joke time tengah sakit tu.. memang maap laa bini marah.. sakit hati den.. sorry yer suami..

sekali nurse datang lagi nak seluk.. ok dia kata dah 7cm.. tak lama dah.. then dia cakap doctor dah on the way.. jam depan mata tp bila sakit apa pon gorgon sekali depan mata pon i don't care! huhu.. masa 7cm mmg lagi kerap contraction and sakit.. masa tu nurses dah pesan jangna push lagi.. gua dah ready nak push dah.. nasib x push.. dia kata blom lagi.. nanti bengkak bawah tu.. tunggu dlu.. then doctor datang.. owh lega nya tengok muka Doctor Jumeah.. then dia pon cakap bila dah rasa contraction kuat tu practice push..

so bermula laa sesi contraction and pushing.. it felt lama and exhausting.. but the nurses and doctor kept encouraging by calling my name and saying i'm doing a great job.. kita pon rasa semangat nak push dgn btul lagi

.. i was like.. wow i'm doing it right.. they kept telling me betul betull... and saying pandaiii pandaiii lagiii.. Fara dah betul tu lagiii... ok.. teran macam nak berak tu.. even bobo was encouraging by saying u can do it sayang.. lagi sayang and all the encouraging words.. but little that i know sambil2 dia usap kepala.. rupa nya he was taking a video of me pushing.. at that moment memang xde heran dah orang keliling.. i was only thinking of the pain and how to do it right.. also to push whenever i felt a contraction coming..it was funny watching the video.. when i asked the doctor.. doctor saya nak push boleh? mihmihmih.. tatahann bebb!

then comes the cutting.. i felt the knife cutting me.. but t's like.. nothing lebih hazab dari cntraction gilos that i was feeling.. so it was like.. potong laa.. i know and i don't care.. huhuuhuh.. tak lama lepas tu they were like busy doing something tah ape.. the the nurse told me ok push sama2.. doctor tolong ye.. sama2 dengan doctor ye Fara...  tak tau pon what she meant.. tapi ah.. i just want this to finish.. and suddenly there was that contraction.. mother of all contractions! it felt like.. tak tau nak kata.. gile babs tebabom sakit gileeee... so i push with all my might.. and nurse pushing my tummy.. serious laa.. terasa like.. ploop! satu benda besar gile dah tekeluar and all the pain dah tak rasa.. yer.. mmg rasa ploop.. haha.. and here comes the baby! nurse letak on my tummy.. at that time.. syukur tak terkata.. mmg serious betul orang kata tak rasa dah sakit tu..

fresh from the oven.. a few seconds out of the belly..

 

baby didn't cry... they had to put a small tube to suck.. maybe the waterbag that has entered the baby's throat.. in a split second... uwekkkk... nyaringg nyeee..... hehehe.. alhamdulillahh.. peluk syukur syukur syukur.. i did it.. wow.. tak sangka..

ini tengah menangis sepuas-puasnya..

 

ini after diorg mandikan and papa azankan dia..

 

 

bobo stayed with me this time tak follow baby.. so dia teman sambil pegang tangan while the doctor jahit di situ.. yeah episiotomy itu.. yang lawak lagi.. tak pedulik dah sakit tu.. tapi asyik tanye doctor.. lama lagi ke doctor? dah ke belom.. stress je doctor.. siap risau.. sakit ke? saya risau awak sakit! klu sakit saya cucuk kasi tak sakit.. sakit laa jugak at that time.. so dia bius la kot.. sbb mcm kurang sakit.. haha.. bukan ape.. tak sabar nak blah dari situ and jumpa baby balik.. mcm tak sabar sgt2.. haha.. then nurse and doctor borak2.. siap gua join borak and gelak time doctor tengah jahit tu.. wakaka.. tak sangka lagi.. haha..

 

then datang nurse lelaki with my bed.. cuak gila nak kena transfer to another bed.. tp ok x sakit ape.. masa sampai ke bilik ramai nya dah tunggu.. masih senyum and tak nampak penat pon at that time kot.. haha.. boleh borak2 panjang with aunties and uncles..

 

syukur alhamdulillah akhirnya merasa juga giving birth secara caeserian dan normal..

 

ini la dia hero kedua kami.. Adel Haqeemi Bin Shahril Anuar..

I was warded..

yeah.. was warded for 5 days.. due to lack of water, dehydrated and urine infection.. tak payah tanya brape bag dri masuk.. rasenye berbelas2 dah.. Doc plak tak brani nak suruh direct ke emergency ward hosp selayang.. so die kasi surat utk ke klinik hospital dlu.. mmg gile.. sampai at 2100 only dpt masuk ke waiting room bawah at 1200++.. dah tu terus masuk drip.. masa tunggu turn nak masuk tu tangan2 dan kaki2 siap kebas dan kejang takleh nak gerak.. bobo kena urut baru bleh gerak.. and it happens every 15 minutes! dengan ayden yang tak mkn2.. ya Allah kesian.. tp bile sakit tu dok pk diri sndiri laa lebey dari org lain dah.. tahap rase cam ikan yang dah terkeluar dari air.. so lepas masuk satu drip yg hegeh2 tatau knape my vein kecik sgt ke ape tah.. kemain payoh nak abes drip.. kol 2am baru dapat katil kat ward kelas 3.. ye mak tak kaya nak.. huhu.. tu pon bobo balik dlu and hantar ayden ke SIL jaga and dtg balik.. sian gak.. kol 2am++ tu gak laa kena check ngan sorg Doc laki muda.. yer.. terselak2 laa segala ape yg tak patut.. malu aku plz! tuhan je tau! huh.. owh btw.. mase kat klinik buat checkup.. dgn tak malu baby menunjukkan jantina nya.. sila teka lah klu xtau lagi jantina nyer ye.. kekeke.. then setiap few hours doc dtg and check dan tuka drip.. no one teman.. suami takleh teman.. *sad*

Selama 5 hari kat situ.. ditemani student2 masterskill yang sgt baik2.. tapi penat la wehh.. nak tido pon asyik nk kene kacau jek.. tu blom kire student uitm yg sibuk dok dtg kat katil tny 80 soklan! huh! aku survive soklan diorg sebab.. everytime nampak kelibat aku buat2 tido.. or aku ckp aku baru sudah muntah and tak larat.. muaahahhaha.. tp malangnye.. hari terakhir byk laa malang nye.. tak sempat tutup mata.. hahaha! kantoi.. so kene laa interbiu ngan sorg budak laki nerd ni.. soklan sama dok ulang2 rase nak kasi penampo.. haha malam akhir kat situ plak hari khamis mlm jumaat kan.. ni bukan citer seram pon.. haha.. student masterskill tak keje mlm.. tapi on thursday and friday night diorg keje mlm utk cover weekends.. seriously i tell u.. student2 sabah ni.. they are very good.. diorg akan kluar jadi nurse yg bagus.. plg aku ingat max jason.. sbb name die unik.. haha.. budak ni.. rajin dtg tny condition aku getting better or nak makan apape.. or drip aku tu sakit.. and ade sorg student sabah perempuan ni.. everytime inject antibiotik dlm drip.. buat slow2 sambil urut vein.. sbb antibiotik mmg akan sakit.. tapiiiiiii... mlm terakhir aku didatangi oleh lembaga hitam bernama P Sharmila.. dey laa minachi.. lu klu lulus pon.. klua jadi nurse ye.. BUKAN doctor.. so plz jgn bajet bagos.. hangin.. suke laju kan drip aku which buat vein aku SAKIT! rase nak maki tapi since budak2 sabah dah ajar.. ak slow kan sndiri drip tu ikut suke hati aku! haha!

and diorg ni datang in a pack of 4 minachi's.. geng diorg je.. x campo bangse2 lain.. pastu kol 3am.. ko dok ckp prong prang2 memekak kat katil aku sambil check drip.. eh mmg haramjadah.. smpi gua migrain.. lom kire bau setanggi die lagi.. heee.. si P Sharmila ni gua bengang sbb.. org lain semua akan suntik antibiotik secara slow.. die kompeden cucuk laju2 main tekannnnnnnnnnnnnn je.. haram ko! sakit nak mam plzzzzzzzzzz... bgtau die sakitttttt! and die bleh jawab.. "antibiotik mmg sakit skit.." dgn muke kerek..nak penampa plz! hasil die suntik.. tangan sakit for almost 10minutes.. org lain cucuk kejap je pon klu sakit.. dem yu P Sharmila! i hope u fail! haha..

eh ok la.. to be continued.. bobo dah smpi.. assalamualaikum!

I love u Ayden Haiqal!

ok.. as some may have already know.. ayden was admitted @ Selayang Hospital last wednesday night due to high fever and red spots like rashes on face and body.. so malam tu pegi check darah.. rosak plak machine test darah.. so kena tunggu for 2 hours.. lambat sangat so balik dulu and makan.. elok habes dinnerr.. Hospital called and suruh datang sbb test result dah dapat.. nasib laa dlm 20 minutes je ke hospital.. sampai sana Dr inform ayden kene jugakm warded. so dlm 15 minutes tunggu untuk dapat bilik..

ayden was all grumpy and moody.. menanges satu hospital bleh dengar.. siap memberontak bagai.. pening betul kepala.. bobo stayed until 1am pastu balik.. risau betul kene jage ayden alone dgn merengek die.. mmg laa pening sbb every 1 hour die bgn and trus mengamuk2.. blom kire doc datang check.. pegang je skit dh menjerit2.. so doctors dtg every 1hour.. pengsan! mama nye of coz laa tak dpt cukup tido.. pening kepala..

dalam pukul 2am Dr datang lagi to check.. and last2 kene masuk drip.. dah laa bilik nak masuk drup tu parents not allowed to enter.. kene tunggu kat luar and dengar die menjerit2 nanges kesian sgt..



cubaan mencabut drip..

makin hari makin betambah rashes on the face and more on the body.. he gets even weaker and lost he's appetite to eat.. yang geram nye with all these doctors.. the play by the book too much.. they do not know how to interact with kids.. they make faces when the kid screams & cries.. and pissed me of the most is when they say that my son is not normal.. diorg cakap tumbesaran ayden tak normal.. bukan ke ayden was admitted sbb rashes and demam panas?? knape plak suddenly smua ni plak yg korang concentrate on? konon nye it is really2 TAK NORMAL umur ni ayden kurus macam ni.. ok bleh trime if cakap pasal kurus ayden.. mmg die turun almost 1kg.. sbb demam! then doctor tu cakap.. ketinggian ayden tak normal.. patut nya pada umur ni dia lagi tinggi.. ok WTF?? ayden sama tinggi dengan cousin nya yang sebaya.. ayra.. beza skit je.. tu pon NORMAL laa sbb ayra girl tentulaa lagi tinggi dari ayden.. kan normal girl lagi tinggi dari laki..



then lepas tu ayden got transfered to another room sebab kena isolate since rashes kat badan tu tatau wether it is measles or viral infection..



day 2 baru dia nak tido by himself tak payah mama ade beside him.. klu tak.. gerak je dia mengamuk.. pengsan!



yang tatahan nye duduk bilik ni.. tingkap sebesar2 alam.. dah ler tingkat 8.. yang lagi nak jadikan citer best.. bile sorg Doc sengal ni ckp.. "ok make sure lock semua tingkap.. dua hari lepas ada orang terjun tingkap" whaaaatttttt??!! T_T


haahhh! tengok tingkap ni! ok masa ni tak ubah katil.. katil mmg dekat dinding.. and yes.. tingkap tu memang senang je budak besar ayden nak bukak ok!!! Doc suruh letak ayden in this bed..



padehal dah brape kali cakap ayden sleeps beside me sbb he still breastfeed's and he wakes up 3 to 4 times malam2 untuk susu.. plus tengok laa katil macam cage ni! hahaha! memang tak laa anak bujang ni nak tido situ kann!! tskk.. tskk...

so that night try tame kan dia with the cot.. he seems to like it but only when he's playing.. naktido mesti bau ketiak mama yg harum juga.. harap maklum.. candu ni.. huhu..



3rd day.. ayden's appetite dah makin tambah.. he eats every meal yang hospital hantar.. even if some lil portion.. dia makan jugak laa.. so no more drips! yayy!!

that night he slept so well that i managed to put him in the cot.. yayy!! so more space for me to cuddle with papa to sleep plus papa.. mmg tak laa cuddle madel.. setiap 2am nurse masuk kott!! huu..

malam last tu ayden kene gas utk cairkan kahak nyer tu.. dengan tenang.. sebab buat while he's sleeping.. huu..

ok ni muke fresh bangun tido yang nyenyak and last day kat hospital..



alhamdulillah ayden cepat sehat and tak payah ler duduk sampai 8 hari as estimated by the Doctors! oklah till next time Assalamualaikum..