Sonotron Therapy

semlm got back from the office lambat.. hubster busy.. so OT la si ayden di nursery until 8pm.. kesian nyerr.. balik dari ambik die at the nursery trus shoot to the clinic for his last sonotron therapy.. this time papa and mama ade skali.. (first day papa bawak, 2nd day mama je plak yang bawak) tak sure sbb ni yg last or sebab both of us were there.. so ayden taklaa nanges cam kene dera like before.. he cried gak at 1st but then lepas momma die buat muke clown.. die ok.. i managed to take a few picture and video of him mase tu.. haha.. so funny..! budak bijak ni mmg laa pandai buat klaka.. tengok je laa sendiri video and pictures ni..

ni baru sudah melalak cam kene dera..

goodbye weekend! see you again in 5 days!

this weekend tetap weekend yg tak best since bobo had to work juge.. the friend who supposedly have to work today bleh plak injured.. jari tebelah kene kace mase kat ofc last friday.. adoi! so dis week pon i'm sure bobo will be as busy as h*ll! haih..

ayden mcm rindu sgt ka poppa nye.. sbb kurang jumpe.. nampak je poppa.. mengelupoq huloq tangan.. huhu.. sian die.. his cough is getting worse everyday.. last 2 days he had to go for sinetron sonotron theraphy since phlegm mcm still byk.. and for that.. batuk die lagi laa truk sbb phlegm dah cair.. kesian die sampai serak sore.. tido pon cam tak besh..

ni lah rupenye sonotron itu klu tuan-tuan dan puan-puan nak tawu.. huu

haritu pegi ke wangsawalk.. tgh cari2 barang ayden.. bleh plak ayden montah dpn kedai.. nasib laa dah ready napkin.. yang sedey.. muntah siap klua kat hidung! siannn nyee dieee! habes laa momma ngan poppa skali bau montah.. harummm wekkk.. tp before tu sempat laa kebas baju untuk ayden.. yg plg besh baju ni..

my little skeleton..

thanx to leni yg inform baju ni ade kat sane.. suke sgt².. ayden pon suke.. excited die bile pakai baju tu.. bijak anak momma ni.. yang klala nye bile i say "comelll nyeeeeeeee!!" he was so excited.. bouncing around sambil ketawe and peluk momma die.. apekah? hahaha! ur funny darling!

mothercare sale!

mothercare sale is here again.. to all u momma's and poppa's out there.. let's get your engine started! huu.. let's go shopping!

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meroyan kah aku..

i dunno y but i don't feel like in the mood for anything.. i feel like going home.. nak plok ayden.. hormones laa niii.. iskkkk hellpp... rase jiwa tak tenang je.. kenape ni??? helppp!

Another Birthday..

Happy 33rd birthday to my brother in-law.. (22 June 2010) sorry tak kasi hadiah lagi since tak jumpe.. nnt jumpe kitorg kasi ehhh ehhh.. huu..

Happy birthday juge to my bestfriend Wady.. (23 June 2010)seriously aku lupe umo ko wady.. 28? 29? huu.. he's in Mekah right now.. tgh tunaikan umrah.. best nyerr... tringin nak pegi sane with hubster.. takpe.. kumpul duit.. ;)

harini still tak dan bace thirties twenties girl.. harini sangat penat lagi.. kat ofc ade byk keje.. lagi tensyen bile kite buat keje but orang tak appreciate.. instead push² kite cam kite dok goyang kaki.. menyampah.. lagi sakit hati bile ade yang dah keje bebulan² tapi berani tanye soklan merapu yang basic sepatutnya die tau.. mereng laa minah tu.. adoi.. baru 2 org anak dh byk urat putus.. short circuit.. kesian.. haha!

harini azue came to the house.. with her HUSBAND.. pengantin baru ni.. inai pon still cantik di jari.. hehe.. hari wedding zam sgt pendiam.. but today baru laa tau yang die sangat laa talkative org nya.. harini bobo outstation again to perak.. so layan laa guests sorg².. azu baru balik from zam's hometown = perlis *same ngan kak nonie nyer kampong nih!* so tadi azue bawak kuah rojak dan ikan pekasam.. lame tak mkn.. sdap ni goreng ngan cili api.. nyummm!

azue even bawak barang for ayden.. auww! so scweet! u shoudn't have! ayden suke sgt.. asyik senyum² tgk upin ipin tu..

ayden sangat² laa suke azu and zam.. manje lagik! note to azue and zam.. ade bakat jadi parents.. ape lagi.. ngeh3x..


ayden.. ayden haritu dah merangkak.. skejap.. then he was busy trying to stand up.. at that time i was quite dissapointed that he skipped the fun art which was crawling.. so cam pasrah je.. but after nursery.. ayden started to lear to crawl again.. tp die merangkak pelik., but now ayden dah start balik blaja bediri.. wah anak mama.. and he's so talkative skang.. he's current fav word now is.. "ta ta ta ta ta!" hehe.. when he's hugry he'll say "mamaaaa.." or "mamammm" momma die pon mule laa prasan dgn menjawab.. "yee yee.. momma kat sni.. hahaha! nanges pon tuning dh lain.. and suke mengamuk melentikkan kepale ke belakang.. adoi.. isau momma..

harini again ayden jatuh katil.. dis time nk kate jatuh tak tapi kepala tehantuk kat laci meja.. sian btul.. tp die rilex je.. haih.. anak momma.. sian die.. lasak lagi! panjat sni sane.. ciannn! i know u miss poppa.. poppa tak byk spend time with u lately.. poor him..

owh and yes.. sometimes.. ayden say "papaaaa... papa... ta ta taa.." so0o0o0o cute.. hehe.. and when he wants to call someone.. he'll say sumthing like.. camne ye nak tulis.. "mph!" die panggil.. sampai laa orang pandang.. haha! love u my munchkin! sleep tight! harini he sleeps in the cot.. mama nak tido sorg atas katil sambil layan novel.. huuu...

okla.. enuf for today! nk try bace atleast 3-4 pages novel ni.. pastu nak tebabom.. ciao..

happy birthday

1stly happy birthday to me.. huhu.. i finally joined the thirties.. aiyoyo.. abad baru utk gue.. my birthday wasn't a happy birthday pon.. just the same as ordinary days jek.. duduk rumah (dlm bilik to be exact) husband keje.. mak wasn't there to wish and no big pressie from her like every year.. :( bapak pon just kasi duit hadiah beli sndiri.. and no pressie from hubster jugak.. bwk jln pon tak sbb die keje saturday AND sunday.. sgt² sedey.. tapi buat tatau.. konon je sbb tahan perasaan.. tanak sedey.. nanges pon dlm hati jek..
haritu ade get together ngan family.. pon lambat sbb bobo keje.. end up pegi pukul 6pm and everyone has left.. and smue org sms marah ckp.. they waited for me and i was so0o0o lambat so diorg balik.. sedey kan?

i spend the whole day layan lasak si ayden jer dalam bilik.. klua pon to cook lunch for bapak.. penat that day.. angakt baju, lipat baju.. layan anak.. cook lunch.. tak mcm my birthday pon.. and habis pon mcm tu je.. nasib laa malam tu ky dtg and made my day sbb kasi pressie buku² yang byk.. yer saye kan gile buku..

the night before tu tejumpe satu blog ni.. citer pasal sophie kinsella's new book 'twenties girl' mmg tepikir.. nak beli laa next month pas gaji.. huhu.. jimat duit.. kak yong beli kan.. tq very² da very.. tapi tak sempat² lagi nak bace since kene jage ayden ni sorang² bobo busy manjang..

so kirenye my birthday yang merangkap father's day tu di sambut dgn begitu tidak meriah nye.. heh heh.. owh yes.. i bought bobo a heli for father's day kat kb mall haritu.. die beli i pay hutang

abaikan model enterframe ittew..

muke kanak² riang dpt toys..
so on father's day itself tu die pon dpt kad je laa from wifey.. padan muke die! sape suruh tade hadiah for me.. atleast caramel hot choc from starbucks ke.. tak pandai ambik ati tul.. mencikkk!

last² die explain laa yang my hadiah postpone sbb it's all the way from Rome.. rome? why rome? sbb my S.I.L kat sane so die pesan kat his sista.. as suspected.. a handbag.. tak tgk lagi.. since the B.I.L akan balik mesia next month.. so tepakse laa besabo till next month which is only around the corner.. aminn..

as most people who know me.. tau laa me.. kasi beg selonggok 10 hengget pon i belasah.. i don't buy designers sbb takot takleh jage elok.. kang jahanam diri sndiri nyesal seumo hidop.. plg mahal pon ade laa handbag bape ratusan sgt laa tak smpi 500.. serious.. if the bag looks expensive.. i buy.. nampak expensive tp i pay 60 bucks oklah tu.. dats me.. tp hubster.. u buy me designers?? layak kah aku? or people might say it's imitation je bile tgk gua pakai itu handbag? owh.. lantak.. what's important is how YOU yourself feel when u wear something genuine.. kan?

thanx a bunch darling.. i can't wait.. as for ky's pressie.. tak sabar nye nak buat all the recipe's.. byk chicken.. lame nye tak mkn chicken since duduk with bapak *sad*.. i miss eating chicken.. my fav meal.. lauk ayam! muke pon dah cam ayam *kalau amon bace ni sure ketawe bedekah²..*

from icha ngan nyanya.. a priceless hand made card.. so sweet.. i loike.. ;) ayra? she only gave me some montah on the shoulder dat day that wrote happy birthday makshuu.. na'ah.. just kiddin..

card from Icha..

card from nyanya.. haha! pakai bahase sanskrit ke hape nih! hahaha!

card from ky.. cut cost dowh! huhuuu..

first picture kot.. bedua ngan ayra yang demam.. hihi..

oklah.. trase penat dan stress di hari Isnin.. haih.. ciao!

wok with moi..

orang yg jarang² masak ni.. bile hari² dah kene masak ni.. sampai pening² kepala bile pk what to cook.. aiyuk.. so kelmarin mlm mase tv layan die.. hubster layan tv..teringat laa ade daging dlm freezer.. so awal² lagi dah klua kan.. kot klu rajin ingat nak marinate.. so mlm tu ade kerajinan yang dipakse² so potong laa daging and marinate for esoknyer punye dinner.. simpan dlm fridge.. so semalam.. balik.. terus laa blend cili kering.. and ready kan daging marinate tadi.. lauk ni senang.. tapi part nak gaul smpi kering mmg laa gua malas.. tp buat gak laa sbb nak happy kan hati sang suami dan bapak konon nye.. layan lah gbr kuali comot gua..



1. cili kering yang diblend.. tumis sampai naik minyak.
2. daging yang diperap dengan kicap dan gula dalam fridge selama sehari.. huu..
3. daging dah di campur ngan cili blend tadi.
4. lauk akan jadi berkuah.. kacau sehingga kering/ kuah menjadi pekat.
5. bila kuah dah kering dan pekat.. masukkan bawang goreng, gaul sekejap and angkat.
6. siap di makan.. tadaa...


muke yang menjamu selera.. sekfannn ! yang kenit tu layan biskut sudaa.. haha


resepi ni member office dulu yang bagi.. thanx to azwa.. mmg sodap resepi ni..

Happy Happy Happy

To my lovely friend kak nonie.. we've known each other *virtually+reality* for 7years.. and i believe we've been celebrating our birthdays in cyber space.. like 7 times jugak kan.. i would like to wish u a very very happy birthday and hope that we would always stay friends... good good friends forever! me wuv u dahling! have a blast! gegarkan klate yer! hehehe..

P/S --> to my batpupu.. congrats on the new bundle of joy.. kak lin selamat melahirkan seorang lagi baby boy on 10th June 2010, 3kg @ 1600 at Kuala Pilah Hospital..

Congrats to both Kak Lin & Abg Rizal.. *wide smile*

milky way

susu owh susu.. lately since mak passed away.. mmg life agak stressed keje pon same.. and from dat day onwards.. i've never pumped my milk anymore.. bukan tamo but there was no bengkak susu or whatever.. so dlm 2 3 weeks ni i've quit my daily pumps and i leave my pump, bottle's etc at home.. yesterday lepas bape lame laa tak penah sakit.. it hurt so bad.. no pump i was like.. owh no.. nak taknak i had to manualy ease the pain by only using my bare hands.. it hurt tapi lagi la sakit klu tak buat kan.. bobo plak was on his way home from perak.. kebetulan plak die outsation since yesterday.. ok fine.. tahan laa smpi balik umah.. dat time dah 6pm-ish.. ambik ayden at the nursery and balik rumah.. kat rumah dengan keadaan bengkak.. bfeed ayden.. ayden plak minum only around 5 minutes.. it still hurt alot.. so suruh bobo ambik kan pump.. i started pumping.. to my astonishment.. huu... there was atleast 5-6 ducts! yessss.. and few minutes after.. i got a full bottle of fresh thick-white milk.. wow! i was very very impressed! yes i know one bottle is atleast 4oz ++ je.. not dat much.. tp i've stopped pumping for quite some time.. so it's a really big achievement for me.. then i switched to another empty bottle.. i managed to get 3/4 full.. so.. dpt laa around 8oz.. best nyee.. tuhan je yang tau.. yg plg best sbb the color was thick white.. emm.. plus tadi dah manually buang.. then ayden dah minum for 5 minutes.. so klu smue tu pump.. bleh kot dpt dlm 10oz... wow! wow! wow! wow! huhu.. i know i syiok sndiri.. but.. i am so proud of myself.. *pet on my shoulder*

i am happy.. people ask me.. so what's your tip? all i can say is.. have lots of rest.. stress-free and have enough sleep.. :)

log yang tertunggak

lame nye nak update tapi mood tu tanak datang2 datang pon intermittent and kejap2.. so.. last week pegi jugak ke wedding pokju and mas di klate.. naik 2 kereta convoy dlm 5 org gitu.. since asri org klate.. tumpang laa tinggal kat rumah kampung die kat ketereh.. which was btul² rumah kampung.. baru feel... hihi.. siap mandi air perigi ok! well not really mandi kat tepi perigi.. ade pipe etc tapi sumber air tu from perigi.. huhuhu.. best giler mandi pagi².. aummm!!

since alang² dh smpi klate and dekat ngan Kota Bharu.. we decided to visit my BIL's parents..so mlm hari jumaat tu.. lepas settle down smue kat rumah asri.. kitorg pon went saparate ways ngan geng.. kitorg pon ke umah che ngan ayoh.. tak visit langsung lepas ayoh klua dr icu.. seriously i tell u.. it's good to have gps when ur in another town yg tak familiar ni.. it took us smpi depan rumah "you have arrived to your destination" thanx to k-lil.. sbb kasi pinjam gps di phone nye.. i'm gonna get my own gps lah camni.. seperti biase kami akan disumbat dgn makanan.. huahuahua.. then borak² make a move.. lepak plak kat mane tah laa name kedai makan ni.. tak lame pon sbb masing² dah pon pancet.. so d next morning awal² lagi gi cari bekfes. dah sampai sane.. biase lah.. nk laa try makanan tmpt org walopon besepah gak laa kat kl ni.. every morning blasah makan nasi kerabu.. ape kes.. huhu.. erm.. daging bakar die rase cam satay potong2 lor.. sowee tekak gue tak bape nk feel.. kecuali time dapat part lemak die tu.. pergh.. kasi lentok tutup mate layannnz!

so dlm kol 12:oo lebey gerak ke ghumoh pengantin.. dis time ramai skit since ade member² yang dtg lambat and smpi klate pagi subuh.. tompang sekaki d rumah tumpangan asri.. huhu..

layan gambar ayden je laa ngan pengantin.. siap pose macho..
so pas ke rumah pengantin.. ngan tak malunye kitorg jenjalan di kb mall ngan gua yg still begaya ranggi dgn baju kurung.. wakaka.. klu kat kl mmg rase pelik.. but this is klate.. i blend in.. kakaka! pusing punye pusing bukan ayden yg dpt toys tapi rupenye poppa die yg dpt helicopter.. wahh.. muke ske cam dak kecit dpt mainan.. nyampoh.. so heli tu dihadiah kan as father's day gift.. awal skit sbb mencik father's day same ngan bday gua.. waka..ka..ka.. pastu siap sempat layan sate ikan laa ABC laa.. k-rol bulanja ice cream mcD laa.. huhu.. rasenye.. pegi klate ade badan naik few kgs.. manjang je mkn.. perut tak smpt belapar.. haha..

hmmm.. ok lah.. busy sgt kat office lately.. tak smpt sgt nk apdet.. ni pon curik2 time.. daa..

owh ye.. koleksi gambar tambahan.. ni gambar budak kecit yg hidungnye kene calit ngan kulit+kapur sbb selsema tak hilang².. sile lah² layan dengan rela nye yer..

kali ni kasi can poppa nyer gambar plak meriah ngan ayden..

congratulations to azu+zam & pokju+mas

bulan june kan a blessed month.. sape yg lahir bulan ni.. sgt laaa blessed.. kikiki..
emm.. bulan ni every week ade wedding invitation.. last week was azu & pokju's wedding.. both on the same day.. since byk nye laa date yg clash.. tak dpt ke pahang ke wedding pokju and mas.. so.. dis week laa yg pegi ke kelantan.. side pokju.. the other week plak fizi and sarah.. nasib baek kat sni je.. klu tak.. tatau laa pegi ke tak..

so this week ke klantan merangkap vacation lah.. ayden's 1st vacation jauh dr kl and selangor.. yayy!

so here are some pix from azu's wedding..








yaampunnn suami ku tido tatkala mengambil gamba.. skema abesss
tahniah azu&zam dan pokju&mas.. cepat2 lah buat anak.. kasi ayden geng.. muehehehe..

dunno what else to write.. maybe later.. chiao!

of flower's, chocolates & pressie..

what's so special about today? in the beginning it was a regular boring busy thursday.. until after lunch.. lepas je pukul 2pm my heart was racing 4x100.. why? mcm2.. haha..

petang tadi i was so busy and cuak with audit bagai thingy ni.. and then so busy to go up to 12flr nak hantar kyong's udang kering sabah tu.. on the way nak naik lift.. dapat call.. amazingly i answered number pelik kat fon dgn laju.. slalu tak pon.. the lady on the fon said.. "ni fara yer? sile naik ke tingkat satu yer.. ni kat receptionist ni" kecuakan ingat sbb audit i asked "kenape yer?" darn! nk naik kene singgah 1st floor plak.. "ade present untuk awak.." lagi cuak.. apsal plak die ckp camtu? ade buat salah ke? so i went to 1st floor and realised that she wasn't joking.. there WAS a present and a flowers with a cinapek pakai slua katuk waiting beside the receptionist.. i saw the box.. and trus tau.. omg.. bobo! omg omg! sbb earlier die tanye pasal kasut.. and dah bajet die nk beli kan kasut.. apek tu pegang hadiah dlm kotak bentuk kotak kasut.. and wrapped with butterfly wrapping paper which was yg plg best dr the present and flowers itself.. ahahaha! i immediately know it was from my lovey dovey bobo..! the receptionist was wowing everything.. "best nyeeee" i was so embarrased.. lagi2 when bobo put a small card on the box written "sayang" and the apek said.. "btul haa ini nama you?" both me and the recept laughed.. malu dollll!!! dah laa kat situ ade group of 5-6 pompuan tgh tunggu nk interview ke ape tah.. they all smiled sheepishly towards me hokay.. malu lagi.. cpt2 turun tangge to office.. turun2 budak ofc plak nampak.. smue dok wow wow wow.. omg.. malu plakkk!! put everything kat tmpt..

abg auw tak malu bleh mintak "nak yg bulat2 tu fara" mintak 3x ok.. tak malu je nk bunge cekelat ferrerro rocher gua! eeeee..! then rushed back upstairs jumpe kak yong.. huahuahua.. told everything to kak yong.. mase tu hazmin was not at his place.. sape die? i'll write about it in my next entry.. turun bwh boss plak ckp auditor nk audit gua.. gua lagi! tensyen tul.. staf kesayangan leh plak reject2 dr kene audit.. hee.. trus potong stim nak excited dapat pressie..

and that evening jugak dpt good news from my bff fizah.. dat she pregnant.. 2nd baby.. congrats bff! am so happy for u..

errrr.. ttfn.. ayden's awake..

P.S i love you.. ;)

lurrveee the wrapper..! and of coz the pressie too!

the shoes

the happy face..


owh yes.. a lil bit about ayden.. i was beginning to get a bit frustrated when ayden refuse to crawl instead nak skip trus to standing.. but lepas 3 days hantar nursery ni.. whadya know.. tadi.. he crawled! jauhhh.. emm.. maybe later i'll post the video sbb die crawl teramat lah klakar ok.. god job baby! momma and poppa both love u to bits! mwah!

*happy birthday to my BFF syikin musa..*

Ayden's 2nd day of school/nursery..

ok ke kalau aku kate budak² nursery ni layan semacam because gua ni tak pakai tudung? stereotype je care pandang orang.. semlm bobo called nursery pulak tanye how's everything.. and die pon dah advice not to share other people's things kat si ecah..

mcm tulis dlm entry semlm.. nampak ayden baring atas bantal busuk tah sape tah.. so yesterday.. i packed ayden's own pillow sekali.. nasib laa haritu ramai sangat kasi bantal and bolster.. so yang ni letak nursery. sbb tak sanggup sakit mate.. semlm asked bobo utk ambik ayden and i stayed in the car.. bobo pon tak masuk just ambik from luar.. mak aih.. abes satu badan bau vicks.. diorg gi sapu.. takpe lah.. as long as everything else tade masalah.. tapi kesian ayden.. diorang dok pakai kan baju main blasah je mix and match baju2 ayden cam anak koling dah anak momma.. haha..

same mcm hari sebelum tu.. i feel like i spend less time with him.. balik² ade laa sejam dok main² ngan die.. then die mintak susu.. pastu trus tido smpi pagi esok nye.. i miss my son.. maybe kat nursery die tak tido langsung.. cam tak saba nak tunggu weekend nak spend longer time dengan die..

owh yes.. semalam my online maxu dress sampai ke office.. excited nyer laa nak pakai.. dengan harapan i wont look like a preggy momma..

balik rumah try.. nampak cam org preggy plak bile pakai with inner.. arghhh! tensi gue.. any tips on how-to-wear-a-maxi-dress-and-not-look-pregnant peeps? haih.. oklah.. abg auw dok scan² monitor nak tengok org tulis ape! tade privacy btul!

ayden goes to the nursery

semalam for the first time ayden pegi ke nursery.. sedey and berat nye hati nak tinggalkan die kat kakak ipar haritu.. ini kan lagi ni kat stranger yg tatau ntah sayang ke tak kat ayden nanti..

so semlm pegi for trial care laa.. free 1 week utk test.. yang jaga ayden tu name die panggey je laa ecah.. student part time jaga baby sementare cuti semester.. risau laa jugak sbb slalunye yg sementara ni bukan betul² pon jage.. bukan yang sayangkan budak.. just nak isi masa lapang and nak carik duit extra.. tapi tawakal je laa kan.. mase smpi je depan gate ecah pon kelua.. i was holding ayden.. pastu ngan slambe si ecah merembat ayden from my hand.. ambik beg and trus blah masuk.. wahhh.. bagus nye etika.. cam tekedu.. bia betul camni layanan? so both me and bobo follow masuk tengok diorang dalam bilik babies.. si ecah yg bijaksana ni plak.. masuk² trus baringkan ayden on the toto.. ape lagi.. memang laa klua siren kan..

*ayden ni sangat manja.. in the morning yg sejuk2 ni.. he loves to be cuddled.. esp bile die baruuu bgn tido.. kalau dh cuddle and suddenly orang baringkan die balik.. memang die nanges..*

pastu si ecah panic. she was like kalut².. lagi² i was there kan.. pastu gua pon ckp laa "alaa jgn laa nanges ayden.." then member die si pinaz dok bisik² sumthing.. si ecah terus angkat and dudukkan ayden.. still nanges.. tapi hulur2 tangan.. ala.. sian nye anak aku ni haa.. so sampuk laa lagi "die nk org dukung yerr.." baru laa si ecah ni dukung and baru laa ayden senyap.. berat nye hati tapi gerak gak laa.. taknak kacau diorang jage kan.. tp cam pelik.. budak² yg jage ni tak reti nk communicate ngan mak² budak ke ape.. sumer cam kaku kayu bisu jek.. ke memang semua nursery macam tu? hee..

so mase gi keje.. mmg sgt lah restless.. after lunch call laa tanye how's everything.. amboi².. si ecah yg angkat fon.. sedap mulot die je komplen anak gue.. "die nangis lame.." ok takpe lagi.. stendedlaa first day kan.. then tanye laa dah makan blom smue.. slambe dungu je si ecah ni jwb "tadi die taknak botol susu die jadi saye pinjam botol budak lain kasi die minum" WTH??????? gile ke apo pompuan ni..? siap ngaku lak tu???? i was paranoid time tu.. "hahhh??? kasi botol budak lain???" respon die skit nye slambe cam nak tanak je jwb soklan2 gua "aah.. die taknak botol die.." setau mak die ni.. ayden only drinks from his first year breast flow bottle and he hates other bottles even avent die tak minum.. ni die kate ayden taknak his own bottle??! dats just.. ridiculous!! *time ni wish sgt ade magic wand harry potter 'ridiculous!' jeng3x ecah jadi katak puru!*

i know i should've said.. jgn share brg org lain etc.. tp tau² laa me.. kalau tekejut tak terkate.. ingat petang tu nk ckp laa..

sampi2 je nursery.. trus laju bagi salam and masuk.. tengok diorg smue tengah melepak area depan pintu. ayden on pinaz's lap minum susu.. baring atas bantal kepuk sape tah busuk je rupe! arghhh! tapi terus lupe nk saun sbb nampak ayden minum botol sndiri.. leka je die dok dengar org lain becerite.. *ayden biase laa.. keypochi.. haha* leka nye die smpi tak nampak mak die bediri kat depan die.. few seconds baru die nampak tu pon after i called his name.. ya Allah.. menggelupor die nak kat momma..! hulur tangan and trus tepis botol.. sian nyeeee... i ambik and hug.. die hug balik.. how cute is dat? haih! so saje laa tanye² since tu first day kan.. tanye camne ok ke si ayden.. wahh ecah tanpe menunggu lame memecut ckp "die nanges lame tadi.. bleh tahan lasak eh die ni.." ekelehhhhhh.. budak mentah ni.. aku sumpah anak ko lasak gak kanggg! huu.. "heheh.. lasak? kenape? die buat ape tadi?" "habis smue budak die kacau tadi.." well duhhh!!! he is after all a BOY.. a growing up boy.. u expect him to sit still and lemah gemalai? "die buat ape lagi" saje tanye.. as i dah suspect ape yg die buat.. kat situ ade budak rambut lebat girl.. 7bln jugak.. ecah pon jwb "die tarik rambut budak ni tadi.. smue laah die kacau nye.." atleast my son's acting normal.. so what are u complaining.. kan normal.. baru jage budak ke? haih.. pelik2..

*ayden mmg loves to pull people's hair.. ayra his cousin slalu jadi mangse.. bukan i allow it.. but to me that's a normal thing.. klu die ketuk ke gigit ke.. that's normal too.. but maybe kene laa tgk².. kan..? lebey dari tu ape kite nak buat.. takkan nak pukul.. iskk.. no wayy... selagi tak pandai becakap and jalan ni.. pukul will never come as an option yer..

so takpelah.. blah je laah.. maapkan jelaa.. maybe sbb ni baru hari first diorang masih blom nak sayang ayden lagi.. i'll give them time as long as my son balik same macam mase hantar takde calar or luke anywhere.. mintak simpang! momma loves you ayden haiqal!

Will see how things go tomorrow..

Happy Birthday Mak..

Mak, haritu mak ckp.. mak tringin nak beli juice extractor so dat bleh buat air buah kat rumah.. mak kan suke minum carrot susu.. adek mmg dah plan nak beli mak for this years birthday the best juice extractor ever made.. tapi.. sape nak expect that smue ni tak sempat nak jadi reality.. i miss u so much.. i cried when i look at your photo.. i miss u.. i miss everything about u.. i miss my milo.. no one can make milo as sedap-gile as yours.. maybe it's because u make my milo with love.. i miss my milo and i miss u.. no one makes me milo now.. nak buat sndiri pon i will alwiz think of you..

i want to cry but shahril said tak baik nanges.. like i always reminded him bile he cried time ingat kat arwah mak die.. now i know how it feels.. it's not that i dont or refuse to remember u mak.. tapi it hurts so much inside.. i cry everytime i think about u.. i dont wanna cry.. but am crying right now.. i can't even listen to oldies as i would think of u.. i can't listen to your ringtones.. even bile ur phone chain bebunyi.. it feels like ur still here with us sbb the phone has always been by your side 24/7.. byk nye benda reminds me of u..

mak i love u.. with all my heart.. i will always love u.. forever and ever.. happy birthday mak..

i have to end my post here as my eyes are getting blurry as tears cover my eyes..