alhamdulillah.. syukur..

ape yang korang fikir? jangan cakap korang fikir i pregnant.. itu adelah sangkaan yang sangat typical.. if i wasn't married.. sure org ckp "knape? nak kawen?" haih.. so typical.. bile laa bangsa kita nak maju.. think outside the box as grissom says..

alhamdulillah bisnes baru ni mdapat banyak sambutan.. tuhan je tau camne seronok nye rase bila sambutan amat² menggalakkan.. thanx to all yang sudi labur duit beli barang² handmade ni.. alhamdulillah again..

banyak comment dari buyers.. saying.. "awak patut buat macam².. buat headband, keychain etc.." thanx for the opinion.. yes.. i do have all that in mind but.. as mat salleh says it.. baby steps.. sebulan pon tak sampai lagi.. if i dont focus on 1 or 2 item saje.. mmg last² mmg smue jadi kelam kabut.. so as for now.. saye hanye mambuat/menjual hairband & brooches.. sbb tenaga pekerja nya hanyelah saye sorg.. yang kene juggle doing menda ni plus jage anak yang makin membesar lasak.. huhu..

i'm in the process to open another blog to promote barang² ni.. tapi still looking foe a suitable name.. sbb ade 5 names in mind but all already been taken.. haih.. any ideas? klu ade do comment yah!

ok as for busines bazar ramadhan office.. sambutan agak hambar.. i guess.. ramai lagi yg masih belum terdedah dengan barang² macam ni.. ade plak yang tanye "mcm mane nak pakai brooch ni ye?" buat muke pelik and try kat merate tempat.. so funny kan? and ade plak yang ketawe when they look at the big flower on the hairband.. which obviously shows that.. pendedahan diorg kat trend ni masih ukrang.. owh melayu.. kenape begini?

takpelah.. ni laa kot asam garam beniage.. takpe².. so far i can still bersabar.. sbb i'm still enjoying making and receiving orders from kawan² dan kawan kepade kawan².. hihi.. thanx all for your love and support.

akhirnya what i have been wanting to do since i was a kid.. tercapai jugak.. ask my bff's.. mmg dari dlu i was so into crafts.. even klu diorg nak buat card for boyfriend or.. secret admirer stuff smue.. i lah mangse mereka.. tapi bile i got married.. smue hobby ni stop! mase trus ilang tah mane.. now.. i have my time.. ayden's behaving sangat² insyaAllah bleh laa truskan minat ni.. ;)

ayden.. he has a new hobby of sleeping dalam position sujud.. his routine skarang is.. makan, after makan, main bersama parents.. and when he's thirsty/hungry.. he'll come to me and say "mamam mamam" and ambik position nak bfeed.. teruss celah ketiak kanan momma die.. haha.. yer.. always kanan.. takmo kiri.. bile dah betenggek celah ketiak.. mate trus lelap sambil mulot je do cari sumber makanan.. huhuhu.. siap buat sore manje² gitu.. lawak pon ado.. after minum, he'll stop sendiri skang then akan bangun.. with half closed eyes then pusing..cari mane² position on the bed yg kosong.. terus laa tido position sujud.. takde plak ambik gamba.. huhu..

bye² cot lah kot.. nampak nye cam tak laku dah cot tu.. nak tido atas katil je.. lepas tu guling² die sorg je dpt tido atas katil.. mama papa die smue dok bucu² katil je.. huu..

his fav words skang is.. ateh teh teh, mamammm, tatatata hihihi.. klu nanges nak mama ambik.. "maaaa... mammmaaa..." sambil melalak² hahaha.. klu suruh panggil atuk.. me : aaatukk! ayden : attehhhh... kekeke.. ayden now knows how to hold his bottle.. ermm.. actually dr awal 10months haritu die dah pegang sendiri.. and now die sangat senang di nursery.. no more nanges² every morning.. siap hulur tangan kat teacher.. and senyum lagi tengok mama & papa pegi keje.. dah bosa dah kau jangg.. hihihi.. oklaa.. nak tido.. rase mcm nak pegi summit.. tapi kene niage.. lupa saya! huhu.. chiao!

hye.. gudbye..

today? sgt bosan.. tatau nk wat ape menghilang kan kebosanan.. pegi summit pusing2 beli baby bites utk ayden.. and some projectF stuffs.. balik ni berbuka di rumah naddy/mizi.. yayy.. tu je laa yg menarik.. huuuu.. emm tu jelah.. huhu.. not in the mood.. gastric! chiao..

ProjectF

I have finally launched ProjectF today.. apekah projectF? saye membuat handmade scarf/hairband for kids.. from newborn - toddler.. until laa org besau pon bleh beli ikut range yang sesuai.. interested? hehehe..

minat? lame dah.. time? ni laa baru ade.. 1st launching? -cewah- bazar ramadhan office.. okla.. mcm tak sabar nak balik harini.. later.. layan lah gbr dlu..




untuk tupperware sila ke elinaz tupperware..

ayden sihat dan aktif semula!

lame tak update.. why? ayden demam panas.. panas sgt².. start from saturday.. demam die naik turun.. skejap normal 5 minutes after very high.. but haritu kitorg letak cool fever and macam surut balik.. naik pon tak panas sgt since dah midnight.. ingat.. klu pape bwk klinik d next day je laa.. the next day panas camtu jugak comes and goes.. risau.. plan nak klua last2 cancel.. we stayed at home.. ayden was a bit grumpy.. ingat mcm sebelum2 ni lah.. demam biase.. letak kain basah kebah laa die tapi tak jugak.. ambik ubat kat clinic.. lepas mkn ubat mcm ok.. tp mlm tu jadi lagi on and off panas..

around 1am dah risau since temperature naik 39C.. bobo plak takot denggi since kulit ayden cam nampak tompok².. risau nyer pasal.. we decided to bring him to the hospital trus.. so.. pack² and went to selayang hospital.. sape sangke still ramai orang at that hour.. check punye check tgk tekak die bengkak.. kene laa ambik darah.. part ni paling mencabar.. tgk die melalak.. kesian nyeeee.. dah check, die suruh balik and come again at 8am sok nye.. so pegi lah ambik lagi darah.. sian nyeee..tp alhamdulillah Dr tu ckp infection dh kurang and darah makin ok.. so bukan denggi.. semlm hantar nursery still panas konon nya.. tp bile kitorg balik tak panas pon.. tah laa neseri ni.. so satu hari smlm die sihat tapi grumpy and byk tido.. dis morning ke nursery sgt hepi.. siap bangun2 terus ckp "tet tet tet tett.." mase sampai siap hulur tgn kat teacher.. maybe he just wants a quality time with his parents.. haih.. rindu tgk ayden happy.. alhamdulillah he's ok now!

haa ni nk komplen pasal Dr's kat hospital tu.. to me.. one Dr ni i tak ingat the name.. but perempuan.. was really rude to me.. dah laa kurang ajar.. buat org macam org nodoh tak bependidikan.. sangattt kurang ajar.. mesti die ingat i saje je over sgt panic bawak anak ke emergency padehal anak sakit sikit je.. sbb after die tengok throat ayden bengkak baru she treated me like manusia.. u imagine.. die tanye question.. bile kite nak answer die potong.. klu ade 10 soklan camtu laa pangai die sampai habis.. she asked me brape lame ayden demam so i said masuk harini 3 hari.. die tanye since when.. i said since last saturday.. and die saun cam ckp ngan budak tak cukop umo.. kalau mcm tu 2 hari lah! aphal plak 3 hari! siap buat muke tgk org like i'm stupid.. rase nak lempang.. dah laa perut boroii! tombok perut baru tau! opsss puase..

dah dah.. kurus puase kang.. so ape masak jumaat haritu? err.. hubster masak lemak rebung+daging and i made ayam madu & begedil mini.. dapppp!!! trase2 plakk.. isk.. oklah.. perut tatahan plak harini.. mari layan gbr makanan.. hihihi.. dan gambar budak kecik.. asyik gambar handsome je.. kite letak gambar nanges plak lah!

huhu.. dapp dappp!

yang selebih tu bapak beli and terung goreng bapak buat.. huhu..

eeee.. buruk beno nanges nyee.. hahaha!

Pregnancy Tag

Tag – Pregnancy

Lame dah nak buat tag ni dari link kak nonie.. tapi harini baru bekesempatan.. huu..


1.WAS YOUR FIRST PREGNANCY PLANNED?
Yes.. and No.. erm.. hard to explain.. hihi..

2.WERE YOU MARRIED AT THE TIME?
of course (sile bace style iklan w1max..) 3 months married.

3.WHAT WAS YOUR REACTION?
i was really nervous and excited!


4.HOW OLD WERE YOU?
29

5.HOW DID YOU FIND OUT YOU WERE PREGNANT?
I missed my period and had an instict that i maybe pregnant! so i went to buy the pregnancy tester and tested at the office toilet! haha!

6.WHO DID YOU TELL FIRST?
err.. sorry hubster.. it was my bff fizah.. coz i wanted to suprise hubby on his birthday..

7.DID YOU WANT TO FIND OUT THE SEX?
Yes :)


8.DUE DATE?
22 October 2009



9.WHEN WAS YOUR CHILD ACTUALLY BORN?
5 October 2009


10.HOW MUCH DID YOUR CHILD WEIGH?
2.45kg


11.DID YOU HAVE MORNING SICKNESS?
I started having really bad morning sickness from 2months-4months

12.WHAT DID YOU CRAVE FOR?
well... a lot of things.. haagen dazs ice cream, starbucks caramel hot choc, mcd (makan almost every night!) burger king, tapai.. hahahaha! byk betollll

13.WHO / WHAT IRRITATED YOU THE MOST?
well i guess what : it was my husbands perfume.. who? err.. tak ingat.. sbb try not to hate anyone kut.. haha!

14.WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CHILD’S SEX?
Baby boy.. hubby mmg wished for a boy.. me? mmg tak kisah.. :)

15.DID YOU WISH YOU HAD THE OPPOSITE SEX OF WHAT YOU WERE GETTING?
No! it's my first kan? so tak kisah laa boy or girl..

16.HOW MANY POUNDS DID YOU GAIN THROUGHOUT THE PREGNANCY?
tak byk! makan semua pon asyik kelua balik.. 6kg kot..


17.DID YOU HAVE A BABY SHOWER?
Nope. A cousin planned to have one tapi tak sempat.. lambat sgt! hihi..

18.WAS IT A SURPRISE OR DID YOU KNOW?
it was suppose to be a suprise.. tp tak jadi kan..

19.DID YOU HAVE ANY COMPLICATIONS DURING YOUR PREGNANCY?
Too many actually.. my waterbag leaked.. Dr found out i have like 10 ape eh die kire air tu? suppose 14.. and the baby's head was like mendongak ke arah pinggang.. since the waterbag dah kurang kat situ.. baby failed to turn his head ke arah bawah balik.. plus Dr dah risau sbb too many cord kat leher.. takut tercekik (ni die agak2 je) so.. mmg no other way but to do c-sect lah..plus the diagram showed i had like 4x contraction in 15minutes.. which i didn' even feel much! huu.. but alhamdulillah baby came out healthy.. ;)

20.WHERE DID YOU GIVE BIRTH?
Kelana Jaya Medical Centre

21.HOW MANY HOURS WERE YOU IN LABOR?
went into labour at 12pm and gave birth at around 12:32pm, stayed in labour until 1300pm++ around 1 hour.. cepat kan? huhu..

22.WHO DROVE YOU TO THE HOSPITAL?
hubster laa ofcourse.. we thought it was just another checkup but ended up giving birth that day gak!

23.WHO WATCHED YOU GIVE BIRTH?
Dr, Nurses and my beloved husband..

24.WAS IT NATURAL OR C-SECTION?
emergency c-sect sbb takot baby dh teberak..

25.DID YOU TAKE MEDICINE TO EASE THE PAIN?
what pain?? i didn't feel anything! hihihi..

26.WHAT DID YOU NAME HIM / HER?
Ayden Haiqal.. picked by husband.. :)

27.HOW OLD IS YOUR FIRST BORN TODAY?
10 months 2 weeks

alahai anak bujang den..

extra info :
i took the test at the office.. since i found out a few days before hubster's birthday.. so i wanted to give him his best present ever.. i kept it a secret until 12 midnight 13 Feb 2009.. i showed him a picture of the tester showing 2 pink lines.. he was like kompius skit.. what it was.. so i said.. it's a pregnancy tester.. and he was like menjerit2 excited "you're pregnant??" and gave a really lovely hug and kisses.. he was a happy boy.. hihi..

the weekend is here!!

yayyy..sronok nye dah wiken.. semlm berbuka apa? well.. lame nak try buat begediltapi tak pernah laa buat.. so semalam first attempt buat lah.. which was not difficult pon.. senang sgt.. so since yesterday buat mcm sedap so buat jugak for today.. bapak plak tido at kak yongs.. rugi laa.. heh.. harunu makan sedap.. bobo masak cencaru bakar.. pegi kedai mat mintak tempurung kelapa.. nasib ade banyak.. hihi.. so resepi harini ialah.. ikan cencaru bakar, sup sayur and begedil mini.. dappp!!!



mcm ni laa jadi nye klu org tak reti masak daat can ke dapo.. excited lebey.. menda tah pape sangat je.. slalu tak sempat nak masak.. tapi since ni wiken di hari puase, mmg tak laa bejalan kemane.. just tadi sempat ke the curve cari barang untuk projek baru ProjectF.. huhu.. tu nanti2 lah citer.. hopefully project berjalan lancar.. amin..

badan ayden panas harini.. risau sangat.. tapi ni macam dah surut after letak cool fever.. jgn demam k.. risau jugak health hubster.. hope it's nothing.. encik hubster, plz plz plz ke clinic for checkup k..

owh btw.. rambang nye mate pegi the curve!! mcm byk sgt benda bleh gi bazirkan duit! tapi was in a rush.. haih.. k gtg.. chiao!

aaaaacchooooo!

owh no.. i'm catching a cold.. semalam emo.. harini demam.. alhamdulillah.. selesai puase pertama.. after setahun tak puenah puase.. huhu..

skarang at the office ade tv.. so everyday layan history channel oir animal planet or national geo.. best.. so today.. history channel about myths.. tajuk pasal medusa.. who's medusa and how she became a gorgon (baru laa tau die lah gorgon sebena.. bukan rasaksa gorgon dlm citer ultraman! hahaha!)

it was interesting.. to some people.. diorg takot tgk citer2 ni sbb rase cam boleh rosakkan akidah.. tapi ni kan mitos.. myth.. dongeng rakyat.. u read/watch.. layan.. and no need nak pecaye mende tu.. mcm kite bace novel.. hihihi.. tp menarik laa tadi tgk.. yg lawak nye (lawak gak laa) sbb smue nye lahir dr hubungan haram.. smue anak harems.. tu yg dibangge².;. lawak lah diorg ni.. tah papo..

ok so.. kelmarin ayden tak sihat.. badan panas.. montah abes basah satu katil.. tp alhamdulillah pastu panas die surut.. semlm kak yong bebuka skali kat rumah. suke nye ayden smpi lambat tido.. slalu sorg² ni ramai plak gang..

ape citer harini? rase nakkk sangat gi shopping kat sebelah beli cardigan.. tp cam liat je nk klua duit although cardigan tu only cost RM39.. kedekut nyehh aku.. huhu.. plus malas jln time pose! baik simpan duit.. kan kan? klu pegi sebelah cfm abeskan duit beli baju ayden kat babyland.. hihihi..

nak mencari ni.. mencari barang² munchkin.. tapi mcm dah habes kat summit.. adoi.. ape nk buat lunch nanti.. hmm.. we'll see kerajinan.. oklah.. layan gambar ayden.. happy hour..

first time dpt ambik picture ayden senyum lebar..

ni first time makan apple.. huhu

first sahur without mak..

wanna know why i never talk about mak? because the truth is.. i can't handle the truth.. i can't handle the fact that she's no longer with us.. and i hate when people think they know what's best for me! they don't! i never express my feelings on how my life is without her.. because i know i would get piss with mulot @$%@#@ yg menyakit kan hati..

yes.. i know bapak lebih trase kehilangan isteri die I KNOW? does that mean i can't say i miss mak? i'm jusy expressing my feelings.. i dont have a shoulder to cry on.. so i type it down.. jage bapak tu.. as if all my sacrifices are not enough.. not to brag.. but i left my home.. to take care of bapak.. u'r telling me what i should do? why don't u come and visit your brother? what do u know?

i'm sad.. at the same time pissed.. pissed with all the crap people give me.. they think they're helping.. but they just making me feel worse! erghh.. there goes all my pahala for today.. thanx for pissing me off..!

Ramadhan datang lagi..

tak banyak nak blog.. just to wish all muslim, selamat bersahur dan selamat berpuasa.. beli makan berbuka kat pasar ramadhan sile lah berpada2.. jangan la ikut nafsu.. huhuhu.. klau ade wat salah ke tersilap kata kat sape2 hopefully 0-0 balik laa yer..

hopefully tahun ni dpt puasa penuh.. aminnn..

p/s :: ayden ade baju melayu! yayy!!

Congrats Jules and goodbye kids..!

my bff jules got engaged *finally* yesterday.. it was all pinky and lovely.. we finally met the lucky guy.. friendly.. so.. sgt lah approve! thumbs up! ayden agrees.. huhu.. siap crawl and hulur tangan kat jules fiance.. :)

can't wait nak tgk gbr kami berlima empat.. tunggu kazen julie upload lah.. meantime.. kene laa layan picas from my phone..

oramg penting hari tu.. huhu..

ni je laa yg sempat ambik from fon..

the happy couple!

bff yang tak kurang penting nye hari tu.. huhu..

petang tu plak.. balik ke puchong ke rumah inlaws.. kak lin balik ke rome after midnight.. jumpe the kids.. haih.. gonna miss u guys again.. nnt skype lah! tapi tak dpt hug ika bulat, yaya kurus, farisha yg suke ikut mood.. huhu.. and zahira manje.. haihhh.. lupe plak nak ambik gbr dgn smue.. mase nk balik tu diorg ramai² datang (lari) and big hug ramai² auwww! so adorable.. bye bye kids.. see you raya nanti!

balik tu.. makan then seperti ahad malam isnin yang lain.. kene tinggal oleh suami yang workaholic.. boring btul..

ayden now has a new habbit.. when he wakes up in the morning.. die akan like mengigau.. bangun, duduk, sambil mate tutup then merengek.. "tetetetetetetet... tetetetetetetet..." haha.. is dat how you tell mama dat ur hungry? hahaha! so funny.. and cute! oklah.. byk nye keje.. ni main curik² time jugak to update.. later.. chiao.

makan-makan time!

ok since lame sgt tak blog.. mari kite compile kan cerite.. last week ayden berjaya berjalan a few steps like 2 times.. tp sayang tak dapat ambik video.. huu.. ayden sangat lah bijak dah masuk 10 months ni.. yehh.. he's 10 months! cepat kannn? mama tak pecaye btul laa ayden.. ayden sangat bijak.. dah banyak yang die tau.. setakat ni yang ingat la.. hehe. ayden dah pandai bye-bye.. bile nak kat mama he calls mama.. when he wants he's susu.. he would cry mamammm.. when he wants me to bf.. he'll take his position and lelap mate siap buat suara.. he loves to buat kecik2 kan mate bile play with papa.. and die dah pandai suke cats! bile nampak cat die menjeritt excited.. "uuuu..uuu.." hahaha.. and he now knows tepuk amai-amai.. macam pelik je.. one day saje nyanyi lagu tepuk amai2.. tibe2 die tepuk tgn.. ehhh.. pandai nyer! so the next day tanye teacher die.. ade ajar ke? yer.. die kate so bile main ngan yg lain ayden would clap his hands too! good boy! and this is what i noticed tapi mcm ingat coincidence.. he'll take off his pants when he poo poo.. and his teacher told the same thing.. ade sorg teacher ni mmg sayang ayden lebey skit.. maybe die byk jage ayden lah kut.. die ckp "haiqal bijak.. klu die berak die bukak sendiri sluar.. jadi senang dah tau kalau die berak.. bijak die!" hehehe.. bagus anak mama.. atleast nursery ni pon byk aja mcm2 to the kids and baby's.. taklaa daycare saje2.. keep up the good work teachers!

last sunday lepas gian pegi jalan-jalan.. pegi toys'r us saje pusing2 konon niat nak beli ayden bear.. tapi tade yang minat.. ayden suke sgt patung kucing yg persian tu.. tapi takpe ke beli patung bulu camtu utk baby? takut bahaye laa kan? but he loves it so much.. die hug and kissed the cat.. mcm kucing tu betul.. siap klua sore excited.. haih..

so pusing2 test laa mcm2.. plg cute bile letak die atas kereta mainan ni.. die behave sgt2 dok atas tu sambil papa pusing2 kan die..

balik tu plak hubster mengidam nasi itik.. so kitorg pegi laa ke restoran cina muslim mohd chan abdullah yang skang dah ade branch di taman melawati..

best jugak laa makan kat sni.. harga.. taklah murah but affordable lah! sile lah cube.. alaa opposite dgn giant tu.. dekat office lame KRU..

ok gambar ni tatau kenape die hepi sgt.. smpi lelap mate.. hehe..

ok.. becerita pulak pasal makan-makan di office semlm.. semlm ade makan2 dan doa selamat sempena nak puase ni.. so CEO HMS HBS HIS dan bos besau-besau belaka lah.. smue datang menyerikan majlis dan merasmikan opis yg dah makeover tu.. kitorg bab makan mmg laa syiok.. heheh.. ruzie plak bawak camera best nye.. tumpang laa sekaki menggedix ambik gbr pose gedix.. haha.. *gambar ehsan dari ruzie*

tak sangke kak dib HOD kitorg tu pon sporting wat aksi gedix gitu! keless laa kak dib! *yang free gair tu.. huhu..* malam sebelum tu sakan tido kol 2.30am sbb nak buat muffin 40 ketul utk majlis ni.. dah laa salah resepi.. tp takpe laa.. habes tuuuu muffin2 ku.. huhuhu.. bedal sajolah labuuu..

oklah.. kesangapan tahap maksima.. bantal dah sms.. babaiii.. sblm tu layan gbr syok sndri..

hello to hazel!

tadi ke rumah kak lyn di kota dam.. wow.. kak lin balik for a week from rome.. lagi wow bile finally dapat my long awaited handbag.. yeah! i loike! nice sgt.. thans a billin mr hubster.. love u forever and ever. sronok nye bile dpt jumpe balik the kids.. rindu sgt nak jumpa.. ayden happy nyer jumper cousins die.. dgn baju skeleton die tuu.. hihi..

lepas ke rumah kak lin.. round jap seround due kat the curve yg lame sgt tak pegi tu.. then ke rumah kak nonie.. haritu ade beli pesanan kak nonie, novel di bookalicious and barang dari babyland.. extra buah tgn.. ade beli kan hazel baju frmo hallmark.. hopefully tak laa musat.. sampai2 lepak ngan kak nonie kat dlm sambil borak2 and switch baby.. hehe... same je ringan budak due org ni.. tade hal nk dukong.. hazel dgn muke sopan santun aumm nye.. best sgt tp kene cut short since kakak nak pegi ambik SIL and malam sudah tuaa.. huuhuhuu.. tapi seronok sgt finally get to meet hazel and ofcoz memi hazel yg lameee sgt tak jumpe..

sebelum balik haruslah diambil gambar.. yelaa.. bukan slalu jumpe nih! hihi..

gambar ehsan dr camera kakak and mekasih to mr j sbb tulun ambik kan.. :)

hope kite jumpe lagi before kakak jadi warga klate ye kakak!! sonok sgt ade kawan like u.. i did the right thing kawan dgn kakak.. trus jadi kawan baik until now.. walaupon jumpe bleh kire dgn jari.. hehehe.. lap yu lah! mwahhh!! x0x0x0