get well soon Adel Haqeemi!

last sunday ayden start demam.. hari tu terpaksa kerja sebab nak habes kan kerja plus nak dapatkan replacement leave for this coming friday.. apa ada hari jumaat? H.O.L.I.D.A.Y yayy! kali ni cuti² malaysia je.. family day comp husband ku lobo (no more bobo sbb si auww dah ambik nama tu.. hahaha)entry cuti London-Paris pon tarak update lagi.. (cuba baca dlm keadaan positip.. ye ayat tu ade bunyi mcm riak.. macam ok! sumpah tak riak.. sila jgn salah paham.. huu) ok berbalik pada kes adel.. ahad tu juga 1st time lobo duduk rumah jaga dua² anak by himself.. verdict? ok la alhamdulillah.. everyone is in one piece.. haha.. walopon dia bazirkan stok susu saya.. sobs.. bila malam mula la panas adel bertambah tinggi.. slalu mcm tu.. anak² semua ikut papa dia demam malam.. esok pagi nya bawak ke klinik.. malam tu buat teknik sponging je.. time kat rumah temp naik turun takat 37-38-37-38 je.. kat klinik hambek naik 39.. tapi nasib laa ke klinik pakar kanak-kanak.. Doc chua sangat lah tenang orang nya.. dia bagitau.. "badan dia lemah.. so dia nampak mcm senyap je sebab dia penat je.. no need to worry.." ok lega skit laa rasa atleast.. siap tanya "so doc temp mcmane baru i should be worried?" ahaha.. yaa.. saya paranoid.. sebab ayden masa 37 dulu pon kene fit.. mau tak paranoid.. fobia tahu..! Alhamdulillah lungs clear takde wheezing.. and doc kasi ubat selsema and demam.. hantar la ke SIL juga since i no longer have any annual leave and dah tak boleh cuti.. turun panas nya.. malam tu.. demam balik.. 39-38 je pulak.. banyak kali sponging this time.. so since malam semalam until this morning he has been so clingy like a baby koala.. letak pon nanges.. hadoih.. doc kata sampai 6 bulan memamng bay jarang demam sebab dia ada energy melawan demam from susu ibu.. selepas 6 bulan baby dah kena belajar lawan sendiri sakit.. tu yang baby senang sakit demam tak sihat etc.. ok ini fakta yang baru saya belajar.. hehe.. tak tau pulak macam tu.. tolong doakan Adel cepat sembuh please..harap Adel kuat lawan segala penyakit.. kerap sangat dah ni demam.. nak masuk 9 bulan ni lama pulak demam nya. plus air liur asyik meleleh.. could be sebab nak tumbuh gigi.. wallahualam.. ok that's all for now.. Assalamualaikum. PS >> tak sangka ayden dah besar.. cepat sgt.. bila ayden tengok adik dia menanges terus calm kan adik "dah dah dah.. abang ade ni adik.. abang ada ni.. dah dah dah.. lailahaillallah.. abang ade ni.. dah dah.." suara sangat lembut bila tenangkan adik yang demam.. i am touched.. tq abg ayden.. mwahhh!

Adel Haqeemi is 8 months old!

ouh life has been so hectic.. yes. it's true.. infact.. too hectic.. been to busy with work, kids and house chores.. no time for blogging at all.. or maybe it's just me.. i need to make a timetable kot.. ngee.. so adel is now 8 months all.. just recovered from high fever.. probably due to the change of month.. Adel is now learning how to stand and walk.. ok standing dah lulus sgt.. sometimes he tries to stand on his feet and sometimes he has the chair assisting him macam tongkat org tua2.. lantai rumah licin so the chair would slide smoothly.. die jalan laa sambil tolak kerusi.. as if it's his tongkat org tua.. no pictures taken yet.. maybe nanti letak video terus.. and as for our swing sofa.. hari2 laa die guna to practice his walking technics.. haha.. sambil tersengih2.. i call him a heartbraker.. sebab apa? the way he smiles.. it's so cheeky.. with his eyes.. with his stares.. and his sheepish smile.. ouh Adel you melt mama's heart.. you heartbraker! haha semlm tried blended rice mix with a cube of pumpkin.. alhamdulillah dia suka.. infact dia makan banyak sgt macam2 portions pon ye.. risau jugak bagi banyak2 ni since a baby's tummy is so small and fragile kan.. but the lil' happy camper asyik menerima je suapan sudu dari mama nye so kasi je la.. i onced read.. a baby knows it's food limit and they'll stop when they know that their tummy is full.. eh btul ke? ntah.. apape pon parents need to make sure that we don't feed too much.. as for his weight.. the last time we weigh him it was 7kg.. some people say ringan sgt.. but.. then again.. saya lebih rela anak saya berat konsisten rather than obese.. so plz tak payah compare anak saya ye.. meceh.. yg penting he's now under weight.. well.. like his big bro ayden.. a lil under weight but doc said it should be ok.. if his appetite is ok and he is active.. alhamdulillah.. so.. that's anout it for today kot.. kerja awaiting.. argh. kbai. Assalamualaikum!

Baby's First Food - HELP!

perlu sangat info tentang jadual pemakanan pertama baby.. kekerapan.. ape yg pertama perlu bagi pada baby.. jadual selang dgn susu mcm mana.. help me.. anyone? huu.. wiken ni nak start weaning.. tapi saya agak lost.. huargh. kbai.

sila lempang diri sendiri dengan kadar yang laju..

hambek tajuk hentry.. gile geram kat diri sendiri sbb tak make time to update my blog like ages.. byk gile laa plak citer kan nak apdet diri sndiri.. wakaka.. hmm.. akan ku cuba apdet mlm ni.. anak2 sila bagi ruang untuk mama anda syok sendiri.. i want my me time!!!! huarghhh! lapa. kbai.

Remembering Mak..

If Mak was still here.. She would've been 67 years today..it's her birthday today.. I love u Mak.. Wish u were here.. Wish u had the chance to love your second grandson.. As much as u loved your first.. Al-fatihah..

The Day..

memang plan pantang di selayang tapi on March,10 tu masih di KD.. ntah laa tak tau laa sebab sebenar kenapa tak stay selayang terus..

pukul 6am March,11 perut meragam.. the day before dah laa pegi makan di Kedai Kopi, Shah Alam yer yang tepi tasik tu.. dalam sup ada plastik.. pastu sup dia mmg terasa lipas.. mmg tak bersih laa kedai tu.. sampai lekat kat lidah rasa lipas tu.. mmg aku pangkah kedai tu! puih! so pagi2 dah sakit perut asyik ke jamban.. ingat mesti sbb food poisoning tu lah.. sbb perut mmg agak memulas.. berkali2 ke toilet.. bila dah masuk kali ke 5.. terfikir.. mcm tak boleh jadi je ni.. ntah2 sign nak bersalin.. tapi org kata sign nye rasa macam nak teberak.. tapi tak berak! ni aku dok membuang dengan cemerlang.. tak laa purging.. tp mmg telebih lawas lah!

masa tu dah 6.30am.. kejut bobo ckp sakit perut.. dia boleh buat dunno je.. tak laa risau kot laa dah nak bersalin sbb dia budget bersalin mesti pecah ketuban.. so dia tgk wife die memulas dia just ckp.. takpe laa kang kite gi checkup check lah.. sambung tido ye lepas tu.. dlm toilet sambil2 whatsapp kawan2 kat group.. tapi 1st whatsapp kakak dlu.. dia ckp mcm sign nak beranak.. pegi trus hospital katanya.. kawan2 suruh kira brapa minit sakit dtg.. lama2 tu sakit membuang dah takde.. tapi perut rasa sakit yang tak pernah rasa selama ni.. memulas2.. kalah senggugut.. cakap bobo rasanya kena pegi hospital ni.. so dia pun terus bangun, mandi, siap2 kan barang ayden.. masa tu sakit mcm bleh tahan lagi.. so stuju hantar ayden ke nursery dulu.. dlm pukul 7am kelua rumah.. jalan dah start jam.. HARI ISNIN ok! of all the days! bagus tul..

so dalam kereta memang memulas2 mcm food poisoning ada mcm senggugut teruk ada.. terhentak sikit pon sakit.. dalam banyak2 hari yang touch n go bobo full.. hari paling penting tu laa dia tak top up plak.. arghhh!!! beratur panjang.. mmg dibebelkan aja isteri sakit ni.. nasib dah sound awal2 klu kene bebel ke terrr maki kee.. jgn marah and plz paham.. so dia gelak je laa tau salah dia.. sampai nursery.. hantar ayden.. rush terus ke DEMC..

sampai terus ke emergency.. and staff situ terus ambikkan wheelchair and tolong aku duduk atas tu.. masa dia tolak ke dalam nak bawak ke labor room.. terasa dah underwear mcm basah and ada air flowing.. masa tu terus auto pegang bawah.. lupe org yg tolak tu jatey.. wakaka.. lantok! rasa basah.. aiyoo.. cfm waterbag ni.. tapi tak keluar banyak.. then dia pas to another staf untuk bawak naik lift ke labor room.. kat situ terus dia suruh baring and pasang CTG check heartbeat baby..then suruh buka segala pakaian.. change to thei 'maxi dress' haha maxi dress laa sgt.. and terus ahkak nurse seluk... huarghhh! aihetchuuu!! seluk2 dia ckp dah 3cm.. pastu ckp "ok waterbag nak pecah ye..." pishhhhhh... pecah air ketuban dikerjakan nurse itu.. huarghh dan huarghh lagi.. terkejut bila terasa waterbag tu klua laju2 macam berebut2 nak klua.. dengan banyak dan tanpa henti.. dan aku pasrah merelakan aje.. haha.. dah nak buat ape lagi..

makan sandwich walopon tak lalu..

 

next.. nurse tanye if nak gas, injection or epidural.. aku kompius.. aku ckp aku taknak apape sbb so far aku rasa ok lagi tahan sakit tu.. sampai satu time.. sakit gila dah tiba.. woah dia punya sakit rase sampi meremang ke telinga.. haha.. taktau nak explain.. tak tau jugak rasa sakit tu fokus kat mana sbb segala tempat sakit.. macam2 jenis rasa sakit.. haha.. doctor still blom sampai.. so nurse skit2 datang seluk.. sambil tu whatsapp kakak.. dia cakap ambik je gas.. so fikir2 ambik je laa.. ok setuju ambik gas.. which i feel didn't help at all... it just tends to make us loose focus on the pain.. and konon2 nye layan menda tu.. padehal sakit je.. sedut kuat2 pon buat lalok je sampai rasa tingtong high.. tp sakit still tak berubah.. then the injection.. nurse pujuk untuk ambik dia kata atleast it would ease the pain a bit.. whatsapp kakak lagi.. dia cakap.. ambik jeee.. ckp the same thing yg nurse ckp.. so trus ckp bobo panggil nurse before bukak 7cm.. nanti dah tak boleh ambik..

so cucuk tu yes.. the pain mmg kurang.. kurang yer.. bukan hilang! lama2 tu sakit semakin kuat..
sebelum tu dia kasi sandwich suruh makan tapi makan pon 2 gigit je.. tak lalu plus sandwich ada thousand island ke ape tah masam gilos.. senang citer tekak mmg dah tak lalu.. bila sakit datang seduttt dalam2 gas.. bila dah tak sakit tu try laa tido kejap.. bobo was there with me.. well most of the time.. sbb ada time dia kena turun uruskan bilik and payment etc.. sempat dia buat joke time tengah sakit tu.. memang maap laa bini marah.. sakit hati den.. sorry yer suami..

sekali nurse datang lagi nak seluk.. ok dia kata dah 7cm.. tak lama dah.. then dia cakap doctor dah on the way.. jam depan mata tp bila sakit apa pon gorgon sekali depan mata pon i don't care! huhu.. masa 7cm mmg lagi kerap contraction and sakit.. masa tu nurses dah pesan jangna push lagi.. gua dah ready nak push dah.. nasib x push.. dia kata blom lagi.. nanti bengkak bawah tu.. tunggu dlu.. then doctor datang.. owh lega nya tengok muka Doctor Jumeah.. then dia pon cakap bila dah rasa contraction kuat tu practice push..

so bermula laa sesi contraction and pushing.. it felt lama and exhausting.. but the nurses and doctor kept encouraging by calling my name and saying i'm doing a great job.. kita pon rasa semangat nak push dgn btul lagi

.. i was like.. wow i'm doing it right.. they kept telling me betul betull... and saying pandaiii pandaiii lagiii.. Fara dah betul tu lagiii... ok.. teran macam nak berak tu.. even bobo was encouraging by saying u can do it sayang.. lagi sayang and all the encouraging words.. but little that i know sambil2 dia usap kepala.. rupa nya he was taking a video of me pushing.. at that moment memang xde heran dah orang keliling.. i was only thinking of the pain and how to do it right.. also to push whenever i felt a contraction coming..it was funny watching the video.. when i asked the doctor.. doctor saya nak push boleh? mihmihmih.. tatahann bebb!

then comes the cutting.. i felt the knife cutting me.. but t's like.. nothing lebih hazab dari cntraction gilos that i was feeling.. so it was like.. potong laa.. i know and i don't care.. huhuuhuh.. tak lama lepas tu they were like busy doing something tah ape.. the the nurse told me ok push sama2.. doctor tolong ye.. sama2 dengan doctor ye Fara...  tak tau pon what she meant.. tapi ah.. i just want this to finish.. and suddenly there was that contraction.. mother of all contractions! it felt like.. tak tau nak kata.. gile babs tebabom sakit gileeee... so i push with all my might.. and nurse pushing my tummy.. serious laa.. terasa like.. ploop! satu benda besar gile dah tekeluar and all the pain dah tak rasa.. yer.. mmg rasa ploop.. haha.. and here comes the baby! nurse letak on my tummy.. at that time.. syukur tak terkata.. mmg serious betul orang kata tak rasa dah sakit tu..

fresh from the oven.. a few seconds out of the belly..

 

baby didn't cry... they had to put a small tube to suck.. maybe the waterbag that has entered the baby's throat.. in a split second... uwekkkk... nyaringg nyeee..... hehehe.. alhamdulillahh.. peluk syukur syukur syukur.. i did it.. wow.. tak sangka..

ini tengah menangis sepuas-puasnya..

 

ini after diorg mandikan and papa azankan dia..

 

 

bobo stayed with me this time tak follow baby.. so dia teman sambil pegang tangan while the doctor jahit di situ.. yeah episiotomy itu.. yang lawak lagi.. tak pedulik dah sakit tu.. tapi asyik tanye doctor.. lama lagi ke doctor? dah ke belom.. stress je doctor.. siap risau.. sakit ke? saya risau awak sakit! klu sakit saya cucuk kasi tak sakit.. sakit laa jugak at that time.. so dia bius la kot.. sbb mcm kurang sakit.. haha.. bukan ape.. tak sabar nak blah dari situ and jumpa baby balik.. mcm tak sabar sgt2.. haha.. then nurse and doctor borak2.. siap gua join borak and gelak time doctor tengah jahit tu.. wakaka.. tak sangka lagi.. haha..

 

then datang nurse lelaki with my bed.. cuak gila nak kena transfer to another bed.. tp ok x sakit ape.. masa sampai ke bilik ramai nya dah tunggu.. masih senyum and tak nampak penat pon at that time kot.. haha.. boleh borak2 panjang with aunties and uncles..

 

syukur alhamdulillah akhirnya merasa juga giving birth secara caeserian dan normal..

 

ini la dia hero kedua kami.. Adel Haqeemi Bin Shahril Anuar..

My last day of Confinement.. Yayy!

So today is my last day of confinement.. can't believe now instead of saying 'my son' i would be saying my sons or my kids instead.. it sounds.. i dunno... menarik.. wow.. i have 2 adorable kids! tak paham kenapa people love to say mcm ni.. "anak boy? takpe cuba lagi ye?" why? wajib ke dapat anak dari both genders? klu dah rezeki org tu mmg dapat anak jantina yg sama nak buat mcmana.. atleast bila ada 2 org anak lelaki.. bila aku takde.. more lelaki untuk angkat jenazah aku.. syukur.. klu dua anak perempuan.. lebih ramai anak2 untuk mandi kan jenazah nanti.. syukur dgn apa yg diberikan Allah.. :) as at this time tengah seronok2 update.. si mokmok ni tak habes2 laa.. menggeliat the tido balik.. geliat tido balik.. hehe.. we call him mokmok sebab baru 1st time merasa dapat anak yg gebu.. keh3x.. so my confinemwnt lasted only 2weeks je at parents home.. lepas tu... balik KD and continued confinement by myself.. the 3rd week tu most of my time spent upstairs.. tak turun2 pon sbb kat situ still sakit2.. huhu.. but 3weeks plus tu baru laa ada turun and makan sndiri semua.. tu pon susah sbb Adel is a light sleeper.. and he knows when i am not by his side.. baru je turun dengar dia crying.. upstairs mcm kena dera sebab kena tinggal sorg2.. adoiii... but lama-lama.. i let him cry je and buat je kerja apa yang patut.. if after few minutes dia tak stop.. then baru attend to him.. susah gak dia ni agak suka melekat.. as for susu.. he's not like his brother yang kalau minum would take 1hour plus.. he's the type.. minum sekejap then stop.. then a few minutes later nak lagi.. adoi.. very clingy i tell u.. sgt manja.. he was born putih melepak.. but after.. gelap mcm omak dio ni ha.. but now.. dah cerah skit.. tu pon jadi isu kat org.. dok comment my son is hitam laa why hitam lahir putih and so on.. belom kira kepala dia yg vacum tu.. ramai nye comment about it. and me being the mother tentu laa dari tak risau jadi risau.. hari2 tak tido malam google about it.. pengalaman org lain etc.. alhanmdulillah after 1 month mmg terus surut and now kepala dia bulat normal and ala2 kepala thiery henry bak kata papa nya yg adelah seorang fan gooners.. kekeke.. it's raining so heavily here that the house went blackout for 4x! and i had to like.. go up and down the stairs so many times.. sampai semput.. yeah.. lately asyik semput mcm tak cukup nafas.. kena pegi clinic and check.. takot kena athma pulak.. husband still tak sampai rumah since hujan lobek and confirm jam.. and it's already 7pm.. alhamdulillah Adel still tido.. thinking of going to Ikea for meatballs.. but we'll see how everything goes.. hehe.. yer.. saya pantang tak sungguh2 pon.. dah lama dah makan itu ini.. just pantang ice.. air sejuk pon hihik.. dah minum skit2... muahahaha.. camni laa pantang org takde mak menjaga.. i tiru my ex lecturer punye style.. hehe..ok pasal pengalaman bersalin belom cerita? will do in my next entry later.. thirsty.. need to go downstairs ambik ayor.. later chiao! Assalamualaikum.

trying for normal delivery..

div style="text-align: left;"> everything wasn't 100% prepared.. we were suppose to move back to Selayang before the baby comes.. tapi ntah laa.. with the room in Selayang yang macam byk lagi nak clean up since dah lama tak duduk sana.. and habuk plus i was really sensitive to habuk masa mengandung sampai mata jadi swallen.. so we continued staying in SIL's house at KD.. every week checkup at DEMC with Doctor Jumeah adalah saat plg suspense sbb i gave birth to ayden dulu at 37weeks.. and caeser plak kan.. and this time plan for normal.. bukan senang nak try for normal bila dah ada history caeser ni.. Doc explained about the pros and cons untuk try normal delivery.. masa tu she asked to go back and think about it whether to still want a normal delivery or another caeser.. alhamdulillah Doctor Jumeah was a really soft spoken lady.. so menenangkan aku yg nervous.. dia explain lah percentage untuk jadi apape to the baby or to the mother or to both of us klu normal and klu caeser.. dua2 pon risky.. but risk lagi tinggi if caeser.. i have this condition where my placenta was blocking the way.. my condition is called Marginal Placenta Privia as u can see in the picture below..

where the placenta is not fully blocking laluan keluar but still risiko untuk tak boleh normal.. so harapan doctor is that when bawah tu dah makin bukak.. placenta tu pon akan naik ke atas dan laluan tak di block.. doctor jugak kata.. maybe sbb sebelum ni caeser.. boleh jadi placenta tu dah melekat pada luka lama caeser di bahagian dalam.. sbb condition ni slalu jadi.. and that day was the 1st time kena seluk di tuttt.. dgn camera bawah tu yg sebesar batang mop.. ok over. maybe kecik skit.. haha.. benda paling gua fobia lepas dgr member cerita dulu.. nasib laa bawah tu pon bukaan dah besar.. haha.. so tak laa sesakit masa awal2 pregnancy.. dekat reflection cermin almari doctor bleh nampak bobo tgh tegelak2.. kurangss btul! tapi lepas tu every week checkup nampak alhamdulillah laa placenta tak block lagi laluan.. plus.. baby makin membesar sebagai johan.. rasa seronok sbb ayden dlu 2.45kg je time lahir.. and last week checkup tu doctor kata baby dah 3kg.. wow! seriously tak expect akan sampai 3kg.. seronok rasa plus cuak sbb besar la pulak nak normal.. haha! exeprience di DEMC sangat2 best.. the staff is always friendly.. senyum all the time.. kemas.. clean.. and always greet "hello" "welcome" "thank you" maybe ade yg ckp normal laa hosp mcm tu.. sorry.. tak normal bg saya sbb ni 1st time.. sebelum ni previous hospital.. tak dapat hospitallity sebaik tu.. average sajo.. hehe.. yg funny masa last scan baby.. sempat pulak dia moncong mulot.. and nampak clear kat 2D scan tu. haha.. Doctor Jumeah kata.. "saya rasa awak ni tak sempat jumpe saya for next checkup dah bersalin ni.." the next checkup was on Monday.. so week sebelum tu adelah wiken yg ternanti2 dgn nervous.. unpaid leave mmg byk kali ambik plus MC.. dah tak larat sgt rasa nak duduk je atas kerusi kat office and bekejar2 ke toilet sbb tatahan nak terkencing and sebab toilet office jauh.. Kata-kata Doctor Jumeah ternyata lah betul.. sbb mmg tak sempat nak next checkup.. sbb.. hari next checkup tu lah perut sakit dah nak bersalin.. checkup plak ptg nye.. sakit plak pagi tu.. so ramalan mu benar belaka wahai dokter.. huu.. cerita hari bersalin? continue in my next entry.. kaki dah cramp.. huhu.. sepanjang pregnancy.. dapat jugak laa ambik gbr perut secara mingguan.. hehe.. ok till then Assalamualaikum..

 

this picture was taken a day before THE day.. jalan2 dating/karaoke with husband.. hehe..

 

 

 

Lazy syndrome

So.. i have been very lazy updating my blog since started having lil adik inside my tummy.. alhamdulillah.. had delivered another baby boy.. will updaye about it in next entry.. not feeling well after my last day urut yesterday.. insyaAllagmh will update soon.. assalamualaikum.

apdet weyyy apdettt!! bangunnn!! bangunnn!!

dah 2013 dah.. tak apdet2 laa dari hari anniversary last year.. ampun.. gua takde time yang best.. nanti lah.. haha.. assalamualaikum!