My last day of Confinement.. Yayy!

So today is my last day of confinement.. can't believe now instead of saying 'my son' i would be saying my sons or my kids instead.. it sounds.. i dunno... menarik.. wow.. i have 2 adorable kids! tak paham kenapa people love to say mcm ni.. "anak boy? takpe cuba lagi ye?" why? wajib ke dapat anak dari both genders? klu dah rezeki org tu mmg dapat anak jantina yg sama nak buat mcmana.. atleast bila ada 2 org anak lelaki.. bila aku takde.. more lelaki untuk angkat jenazah aku.. syukur.. klu dua anak perempuan.. lebih ramai anak2 untuk mandi kan jenazah nanti.. syukur dgn apa yg diberikan Allah.. :) as at this time tengah seronok2 update.. si mokmok ni tak habes2 laa.. menggeliat the tido balik.. geliat tido balik.. hehe.. we call him mokmok sebab baru 1st time merasa dapat anak yg gebu.. keh3x.. so my confinemwnt lasted only 2weeks je at parents home.. lepas tu... balik KD and continued confinement by myself.. the 3rd week tu most of my time spent upstairs.. tak turun2 pon sbb kat situ still sakit2.. huhu.. but 3weeks plus tu baru laa ada turun and makan sndiri semua.. tu pon susah sbb Adel is a light sleeper.. and he knows when i am not by his side.. baru je turun dengar dia crying.. upstairs mcm kena dera sebab kena tinggal sorg2.. adoiii... but lama-lama.. i let him cry je and buat je kerja apa yang patut.. if after few minutes dia tak stop.. then baru attend to him.. susah gak dia ni agak suka melekat.. as for susu.. he's not like his brother yang kalau minum would take 1hour plus.. he's the type.. minum sekejap then stop.. then a few minutes later nak lagi.. adoi.. very clingy i tell u.. sgt manja.. he was born putih melepak.. but after.. gelap mcm omak dio ni ha.. but now.. dah cerah skit.. tu pon jadi isu kat org.. dok comment my son is hitam laa why hitam lahir putih and so on.. belom kira kepala dia yg vacum tu.. ramai nye comment about it. and me being the mother tentu laa dari tak risau jadi risau.. hari2 tak tido malam google about it.. pengalaman org lain etc.. alhanmdulillah after 1 month mmg terus surut and now kepala dia bulat normal and ala2 kepala thiery henry bak kata papa nya yg adelah seorang fan gooners.. kekeke.. it's raining so heavily here that the house went blackout for 4x! and i had to like.. go up and down the stairs so many times.. sampai semput.. yeah.. lately asyik semput mcm tak cukup nafas.. kena pegi clinic and check.. takot kena athma pulak.. husband still tak sampai rumah since hujan lobek and confirm jam.. and it's already 7pm.. alhamdulillah Adel still tido.. thinking of going to Ikea for meatballs.. but we'll see how everything goes.. hehe.. yer.. saya pantang tak sungguh2 pon.. dah lama dah makan itu ini.. just pantang ice.. air sejuk pon hihik.. dah minum skit2... muahahaha.. camni laa pantang org takde mak menjaga.. i tiru my ex lecturer punye style.. hehe..ok pasal pengalaman bersalin belom cerita? will do in my next entry later.. thirsty.. need to go downstairs ambik ayor.. later chiao! Assalamualaikum.

trying for normal delivery..

div style="text-align: left;"> everything wasn't 100% prepared.. we were suppose to move back to Selayang before the baby comes.. tapi ntah laa.. with the room in Selayang yang macam byk lagi nak clean up since dah lama tak duduk sana.. and habuk plus i was really sensitive to habuk masa mengandung sampai mata jadi swallen.. so we continued staying in SIL's house at KD.. every week checkup at DEMC with Doctor Jumeah adalah saat plg suspense sbb i gave birth to ayden dulu at 37weeks.. and caeser plak kan.. and this time plan for normal.. bukan senang nak try for normal bila dah ada history caeser ni.. Doc explained about the pros and cons untuk try normal delivery.. masa tu she asked to go back and think about it whether to still want a normal delivery or another caeser.. alhamdulillah Doctor Jumeah was a really soft spoken lady.. so menenangkan aku yg nervous.. dia explain lah percentage untuk jadi apape to the baby or to the mother or to both of us klu normal and klu caeser.. dua2 pon risky.. but risk lagi tinggi if caeser.. i have this condition where my placenta was blocking the way.. my condition is called Marginal Placenta Privia as u can see in the picture below..

where the placenta is not fully blocking laluan keluar but still risiko untuk tak boleh normal.. so harapan doctor is that when bawah tu dah makin bukak.. placenta tu pon akan naik ke atas dan laluan tak di block.. doctor jugak kata.. maybe sbb sebelum ni caeser.. boleh jadi placenta tu dah melekat pada luka lama caeser di bahagian dalam.. sbb condition ni slalu jadi.. and that day was the 1st time kena seluk di tuttt.. dgn camera bawah tu yg sebesar batang mop.. ok over. maybe kecik skit.. haha.. benda paling gua fobia lepas dgr member cerita dulu.. nasib laa bawah tu pon bukaan dah besar.. haha.. so tak laa sesakit masa awal2 pregnancy.. dekat reflection cermin almari doctor bleh nampak bobo tgh tegelak2.. kurangss btul! tapi lepas tu every week checkup nampak alhamdulillah laa placenta tak block lagi laluan.. plus.. baby makin membesar sebagai johan.. rasa seronok sbb ayden dlu 2.45kg je time lahir.. and last week checkup tu doctor kata baby dah 3kg.. wow! seriously tak expect akan sampai 3kg.. seronok rasa plus cuak sbb besar la pulak nak normal.. haha! exeprience di DEMC sangat2 best.. the staff is always friendly.. senyum all the time.. kemas.. clean.. and always greet "hello" "welcome" "thank you" maybe ade yg ckp normal laa hosp mcm tu.. sorry.. tak normal bg saya sbb ni 1st time.. sebelum ni previous hospital.. tak dapat hospitallity sebaik tu.. average sajo.. hehe.. yg funny masa last scan baby.. sempat pulak dia moncong mulot.. and nampak clear kat 2D scan tu. haha.. Doctor Jumeah kata.. "saya rasa awak ni tak sempat jumpe saya for next checkup dah bersalin ni.." the next checkup was on Monday.. so week sebelum tu adelah wiken yg ternanti2 dgn nervous.. unpaid leave mmg byk kali ambik plus MC.. dah tak larat sgt rasa nak duduk je atas kerusi kat office and bekejar2 ke toilet sbb tatahan nak terkencing and sebab toilet office jauh.. Kata-kata Doctor Jumeah ternyata lah betul.. sbb mmg tak sempat nak next checkup.. sbb.. hari next checkup tu lah perut sakit dah nak bersalin.. checkup plak ptg nye.. sakit plak pagi tu.. so ramalan mu benar belaka wahai dokter.. huu.. cerita hari bersalin? continue in my next entry.. kaki dah cramp.. huhu.. sepanjang pregnancy.. dapat jugak laa ambik gbr perut secara mingguan.. hehe.. ok till then Assalamualaikum..

 

this picture was taken a day before THE day.. jalan2 dating/karaoke with husband.. hehe..