aaaaacchooooo!

owh no.. i'm catching a cold.. semalam emo.. harini demam.. alhamdulillah.. selesai puase pertama.. after setahun tak puenah puase.. huhu..

skarang at the office ade tv.. so everyday layan history channel oir animal planet or national geo.. best.. so today.. history channel about myths.. tajuk pasal medusa.. who's medusa and how she became a gorgon (baru laa tau die lah gorgon sebena.. bukan rasaksa gorgon dlm citer ultraman! hahaha!)

it was interesting.. to some people.. diorg takot tgk citer2 ni sbb rase cam boleh rosakkan akidah.. tapi ni kan mitos.. myth.. dongeng rakyat.. u read/watch.. layan.. and no need nak pecaye mende tu.. mcm kite bace novel.. hihihi.. tp menarik laa tadi tgk.. yg lawak nye (lawak gak laa) sbb smue nye lahir dr hubungan haram.. smue anak harems.. tu yg dibangge².;. lawak lah diorg ni.. tah papo..

ok so.. kelmarin ayden tak sihat.. badan panas.. montah abes basah satu katil.. tp alhamdulillah pastu panas die surut.. semlm kak yong bebuka skali kat rumah. suke nye ayden smpi lambat tido.. slalu sorg² ni ramai plak gang..

ape citer harini? rase nakkk sangat gi shopping kat sebelah beli cardigan.. tp cam liat je nk klua duit although cardigan tu only cost RM39.. kedekut nyehh aku.. huhu.. plus malas jln time pose! baik simpan duit.. kan kan? klu pegi sebelah cfm abeskan duit beli baju ayden kat babyland.. hihihi..

nak mencari ni.. mencari barang² munchkin.. tapi mcm dah habes kat summit.. adoi.. ape nk buat lunch nanti.. hmm.. we'll see kerajinan.. oklah.. layan gambar ayden.. happy hour..

first time dpt ambik picture ayden senyum lebar..

ni first time makan apple.. huhu

first sahur without mak..

wanna know why i never talk about mak? because the truth is.. i can't handle the truth.. i can't handle the fact that she's no longer with us.. and i hate when people think they know what's best for me! they don't! i never express my feelings on how my life is without her.. because i know i would get piss with mulot @$%@#@ yg menyakit kan hati..

yes.. i know bapak lebih trase kehilangan isteri die I KNOW? does that mean i can't say i miss mak? i'm jusy expressing my feelings.. i dont have a shoulder to cry on.. so i type it down.. jage bapak tu.. as if all my sacrifices are not enough.. not to brag.. but i left my home.. to take care of bapak.. u'r telling me what i should do? why don't u come and visit your brother? what do u know?

i'm sad.. at the same time pissed.. pissed with all the crap people give me.. they think they're helping.. but they just making me feel worse! erghh.. there goes all my pahala for today.. thanx for pissing me off..!

Ramadhan datang lagi..

tak banyak nak blog.. just to wish all muslim, selamat bersahur dan selamat berpuasa.. beli makan berbuka kat pasar ramadhan sile lah berpada2.. jangan la ikut nafsu.. huhuhu.. klau ade wat salah ke tersilap kata kat sape2 hopefully 0-0 balik laa yer..

hopefully tahun ni dpt puasa penuh.. aminnn..

p/s :: ayden ade baju melayu! yayy!!

Congrats Jules and goodbye kids..!

my bff jules got engaged *finally* yesterday.. it was all pinky and lovely.. we finally met the lucky guy.. friendly.. so.. sgt lah approve! thumbs up! ayden agrees.. huhu.. siap crawl and hulur tangan kat jules fiance.. :)

can't wait nak tgk gbr kami berlima empat.. tunggu kazen julie upload lah.. meantime.. kene laa layan picas from my phone..

oramg penting hari tu.. huhu..

ni je laa yg sempat ambik from fon..

the happy couple!

bff yang tak kurang penting nye hari tu.. huhu..

petang tu plak.. balik ke puchong ke rumah inlaws.. kak lin balik ke rome after midnight.. jumpe the kids.. haih.. gonna miss u guys again.. nnt skype lah! tapi tak dpt hug ika bulat, yaya kurus, farisha yg suke ikut mood.. huhu.. and zahira manje.. haihhh.. lupe plak nak ambik gbr dgn smue.. mase nk balik tu diorg ramai² datang (lari) and big hug ramai² auwww! so adorable.. bye bye kids.. see you raya nanti!

balik tu.. makan then seperti ahad malam isnin yang lain.. kene tinggal oleh suami yang workaholic.. boring btul..

ayden now has a new habbit.. when he wakes up in the morning.. die akan like mengigau.. bangun, duduk, sambil mate tutup then merengek.. "tetetetetetetet... tetetetetetetet..." haha.. is dat how you tell mama dat ur hungry? hahaha! so funny.. and cute! oklah.. byk nye keje.. ni main curik² time jugak to update.. later.. chiao.

makan-makan time!

ok since lame sgt tak blog.. mari kite compile kan cerite.. last week ayden berjaya berjalan a few steps like 2 times.. tp sayang tak dapat ambik video.. huu.. ayden sangat lah bijak dah masuk 10 months ni.. yehh.. he's 10 months! cepat kannn? mama tak pecaye btul laa ayden.. ayden sangat bijak.. dah banyak yang die tau.. setakat ni yang ingat la.. hehe. ayden dah pandai bye-bye.. bile nak kat mama he calls mama.. when he wants he's susu.. he would cry mamammm.. when he wants me to bf.. he'll take his position and lelap mate siap buat suara.. he loves to buat kecik2 kan mate bile play with papa.. and die dah pandai suke cats! bile nampak cat die menjeritt excited.. "uuuu..uuu.." hahaha.. and he now knows tepuk amai-amai.. macam pelik je.. one day saje nyanyi lagu tepuk amai2.. tibe2 die tepuk tgn.. ehhh.. pandai nyer! so the next day tanye teacher die.. ade ajar ke? yer.. die kate so bile main ngan yg lain ayden would clap his hands too! good boy! and this is what i noticed tapi mcm ingat coincidence.. he'll take off his pants when he poo poo.. and his teacher told the same thing.. ade sorg teacher ni mmg sayang ayden lebey skit.. maybe die byk jage ayden lah kut.. die ckp "haiqal bijak.. klu die berak die bukak sendiri sluar.. jadi senang dah tau kalau die berak.. bijak die!" hehehe.. bagus anak mama.. atleast nursery ni pon byk aja mcm2 to the kids and baby's.. taklaa daycare saje2.. keep up the good work teachers!

last sunday lepas gian pegi jalan-jalan.. pegi toys'r us saje pusing2 konon niat nak beli ayden bear.. tapi tade yang minat.. ayden suke sgt patung kucing yg persian tu.. tapi takpe ke beli patung bulu camtu utk baby? takut bahaye laa kan? but he loves it so much.. die hug and kissed the cat.. mcm kucing tu betul.. siap klua sore excited.. haih..

so pusing2 test laa mcm2.. plg cute bile letak die atas kereta mainan ni.. die behave sgt2 dok atas tu sambil papa pusing2 kan die..

balik tu plak hubster mengidam nasi itik.. so kitorg pegi laa ke restoran cina muslim mohd chan abdullah yang skang dah ade branch di taman melawati..

best jugak laa makan kat sni.. harga.. taklah murah but affordable lah! sile lah cube.. alaa opposite dgn giant tu.. dekat office lame KRU..

ok gambar ni tatau kenape die hepi sgt.. smpi lelap mate.. hehe..

ok.. becerita pulak pasal makan-makan di office semlm.. semlm ade makan2 dan doa selamat sempena nak puase ni.. so CEO HMS HBS HIS dan bos besau-besau belaka lah.. smue datang menyerikan majlis dan merasmikan opis yg dah makeover tu.. kitorg bab makan mmg laa syiok.. heheh.. ruzie plak bawak camera best nye.. tumpang laa sekaki menggedix ambik gbr pose gedix.. haha.. *gambar ehsan dari ruzie*

tak sangke kak dib HOD kitorg tu pon sporting wat aksi gedix gitu! keless laa kak dib! *yang free gair tu.. huhu..* malam sebelum tu sakan tido kol 2.30am sbb nak buat muffin 40 ketul utk majlis ni.. dah laa salah resepi.. tp takpe laa.. habes tuuuu muffin2 ku.. huhuhu.. bedal sajolah labuuu..

oklah.. kesangapan tahap maksima.. bantal dah sms.. babaiii.. sblm tu layan gbr syok sndri..

hello to hazel!

tadi ke rumah kak lyn di kota dam.. wow.. kak lin balik for a week from rome.. lagi wow bile finally dapat my long awaited handbag.. yeah! i loike! nice sgt.. thans a billin mr hubster.. love u forever and ever. sronok nye bile dpt jumpe balik the kids.. rindu sgt nak jumpa.. ayden happy nyer jumper cousins die.. dgn baju skeleton die tuu.. hihi..

lepas ke rumah kak lin.. round jap seround due kat the curve yg lame sgt tak pegi tu.. then ke rumah kak nonie.. haritu ade beli pesanan kak nonie, novel di bookalicious and barang dari babyland.. extra buah tgn.. ade beli kan hazel baju frmo hallmark.. hopefully tak laa musat.. sampai2 lepak ngan kak nonie kat dlm sambil borak2 and switch baby.. hehe... same je ringan budak due org ni.. tade hal nk dukong.. hazel dgn muke sopan santun aumm nye.. best sgt tp kene cut short since kakak nak pegi ambik SIL and malam sudah tuaa.. huuhuhuu.. tapi seronok sgt finally get to meet hazel and ofcoz memi hazel yg lameee sgt tak jumpe..

sebelum balik haruslah diambil gambar.. yelaa.. bukan slalu jumpe nih! hihi..

gambar ehsan dr camera kakak and mekasih to mr j sbb tulun ambik kan.. :)

hope kite jumpe lagi before kakak jadi warga klate ye kakak!! sonok sgt ade kawan like u.. i did the right thing kawan dgn kakak.. trus jadi kawan baik until now.. walaupon jumpe bleh kire dgn jari.. hehehe.. lap yu lah! mwahhh!! x0x0x0