bawak bertenang atau bertendang?

kenapekah tidak berapdet?
sebab malas nak apdet mase tgh stress sbb nanti akan kluar kate2 makian kat sini.. huhu.. bebaru ni ku di landa ke stress-an yg teramat di opis yg sengels ini.. opis tak sengal.. department ni je sengal.. kat sini ade bahagian network, ade bahagian jage application, ade yg buat 2nd level.. dan ade yg buat support.. tp tak paham eh.. kenape ade CULTURE yg dari dulu sampai skang meng-bias-kan diri asyik mendahulukan satu team ni lah.. mls nk sbut sni..

pastu plak.. staf2 nye keje nye tak abes2 skit2 ngadu kat bos2 tak puas ati ngan org lain.. so now gua aa tekena tempias lempias smue laa lias lias! pade satu pagi yg ku pikirin indah belaka.. tiba2 kene panggil masuk mitim room.. tgk2 4 org boss plus leader dah tunggu.. ape ke hey laa plak ni.. kompom2 bad news kan.. pernah ke kene panggil gitu sbb good news? mmg TIDAK!

so duduk2 je.. make selamat di ambush oleh org musat kat dlm mitim room lah.. konon nye aku ibarat yoyo.. performance ibarat yoyo.. and skang no improving at all.. ok.. part ni yg rase nak klua maki-makian dan seangkatan dengan nye.. pastu last2 tekelua laa dr mulut seko ni.. pasal ketidakpuasan hati sorg staff yg ngadu ngate gua ni laa tak bagus itu ini.. yg tatahan bile leaders ni ckp "u patut nye build a good relationship with them.." eh jap2.. I/ME/MOI yg kene buikd good relationship.. and what about them??? ape kes bias ni samdol.. mmg takleh ckp ape.. siap bejurai2 air mato meleleh mase geram sgt meluah kan perasaan ku kat dlm.. mmg kali ni takde kasi muke dah.. lantak korg laa.. aku fight.. argue balik apape yg diorg komplen tu.. ckp diorg.. tak masuk akal laa yoyo.. melainkan diorg kate performance gua sometimes mendatar.. that i can accept tp jatuh is just insane.. tak masuk akal! mmg sakit hati lah ngan sorg mamat ni.. kite buat baik ngan die die tikam blakang kite.. so from today mmg tak hingin aku nk buat baik ngan sape2 pon kat department sengal ni..

u know what i think? i think korg smue kene ade reformasi! perubahan diri! selagi ade atitude/culture/bias smue ni.. mmg takkan ok laa department ni.. smpi bile2.. otak kasi bersih.. sile kehadapan dan jgn laa dok kat kepompong yg lame je..

owh btw.. knape laa suke sgt kat mcd hotcakes ni.. dah 2x makan dah and still lovin' it! hehehe.. sedapp ahhh!!! klu ade lebih butter lagi ngam!! isk lapa lah! kui3x..

olla.. back on the right track..

ok. so berjaye update 3 entry yg lame sgt dlm draft sbb byk sgt picas nk di ejas.. huhuu.. so as for today entry.. kite erita about ayden.. ok.. so now.. ayden's weight dah makin normal dan naik.. tak byk but atleast ade improvement.. alhamdulillah.. and he loves eating biscuits.. so mama die ni kenee laa tambah koleksi biscuits ikut selera cerewet sang hero.. baru ni bought heinz wholegrain cereal bars.. takut jugak keras.. but bile balik terus try bagi ayden.. owh it's not.. plus ade yoghurt kinda jam inside.. i cube laa rase.. mmg sedap and he seems to love it..! kat baby land summit agak mencekik darah tp untuk anak.. takpo lah! huhu..



yesterday ke rumah chor my edest cousin untuk tolong for my cousin yg kawin kat kuantan tu kan? ok it's for the reception lah.. on our side laa ni.. had a great time and perut yg full.. ok got my home made red velvet cupcake.. yummeh! ;)



sebelum makan.. sila buat kerja dulu yer.. theme color for the wedding is Orange.. so ribbon semua orange.. nice jugak.. ;) after tolong², ke subang parade untuk pas kan hairband orders to my client who ordered 9 pieces! besh².. thanx for the support! alhamdulillah! ;)




owh and baju yg i pakai haritu was ordered online from Wawa Closet.. i love..!

so harini spend time with inlaws.. lama tak hangout kot sbb asyik busy with plans at my side je kot.. huhu.. so ke shah alam.. to celebrate fathima's bday.. makan chocolate ice cream cake from baker's cottage.. lame nyer tak mkn ice cream cake.. yummeh! suke nyer ayden hang out with cousin's.. ok njoy the picas!


suami ku yg over dan anak² sdare yg same poser.. haha..


suke fathima dapat cake.. skali candle tanak mati² haha.. gotcha!




lepas penat² lpak depan tv ngan abg² sambil minum soo soo.. moo~




and.. biscuit time with kak zahira.. gadoh pon ye.. main pon yer.. ni ler bestfren.. smue nye girls.. hahaha..

ok i'm hungry now.. and need rest! daa~

Julie's Big W day~! (13 March 2011) delayed entry lagi..

ok so julie's reception was on the 13th.. emm slame ni dok pk.. bia betul julie nak kawan2 pakai orange? me? hitam plus orange? nampak mcm striking je muka ku.. hhuhuhuhu.. so ke kedai kain lah kami.. dok laa tgk ade satu kain ni.. sgt menariki warnanya.. it's a sari like chiffon.. cheap2 one.. hehe.. chiffon lembut grade murah laa kot.. kain 2 tone.. i've always wanted those kind of kain.. baru ni tercapai hasrat ku.. muehehe.. siap bobo ambik gbr test kaler.. hoho.. hoho.. ade cam kap lam tak? ade ade? huahuahua.. ok.. then.. the hunt to find a good tailor begun.. haha.. cari punye cari, a dearest niece suggested her tailor kat ampang point.. alhamdulillah sgt memuaskan hati tailoring nye.. only dat the tone of the kain just didn't do my body justice.. i looked slim in the mirror but looked phat fat in picture.. erghh hate it!! haritu nampak ajonz wifey lin punye baju.. with black patched lace.. membuat hatiku tertawan.. so dok laa pi carik patch lace hitam.. which was really damn hard to find.. pastu dah dapat tu.. gigih laa dok jahit and jahit beads hitam.. yg buat sakit hatinye pearl beads tinggal satu packet je. so i had to limit laa letak beads.. then tgk.. kat tgn je looks too plain plak on a plain kain.. nasib ade extra patch lace.. so.. konon2 kreatip letak laa kat leher juge.. u judge lah whether it's good or not.. to me.. ok sajoo! muahahaahha! layan! tu je laa beads yg ado.. mmg tak lengkap.. tp yg pentin patch lace itam tu.. hehe.. ni lah pengantin nye.. last BFF wedding lah ni.. owh and psstt.. tu tgh pregnant tu.. hehehe.. jgn salah paham.. die nikah and besanding sebulan ++ after.. so. besanding laa betige.. ahaha.. ;P ouh.. rambutku g dah tak kerinting sgt dr belakang.. hehe.. ni tatau laa ape plak kitorg tgh borak and tengok.. hahaha.. kasut kot? perut kot? tah laa.. tak hengat.. entry lampi.. haha! :P humangaih.. hodoh sekali sengihan ku itu melayan lawak bengong adik sdare si fizah.. Best Friends Forever!! sile bace dengan nada Paris hilton pleazeee! gerdix okke..! haha.. and... finally with husbands and kids.. yayy!! purrrfect! me loike! ;) love you jules!

Cuti-cuti Kuantan & Kemaman..

Lame nye laa nak buat space untuk update blog.. busy tuhan je yg tau.. last week.. the three of us plus bapak (well that makes 4) went to kuantan.. the reason was because my cousin azwaa kawen dgn org kuantan.. so at the same time kire like it's a vacation for us.. kak yong.. bertolak from KL the next day at 6am.. since the wedding starts at. err.. 10am klu tak silap.. we stayed at mega view hotel.. the view..? ok ok lah.. but the room was nice.. clean (despite the old carpet smell when we first came in) the most important thing was.. that it was clean.. no taik cicak (euwwww..) and bathroom tak gel kaks.. (geli kaki).. ayden was the happiest one.. the room was very very spacious.. so si kenit yg tak reti klu tak berlari ni.. dok lari cam tak hengat satu bilik tu.. kitorg ambik katil 1 king sized bed and 1 single bed.. so bapak took the single bed lah ofcourse.. sian bapak.. 1st time without mak.. :,( so here are some snippets of picas taken.. mane yg ado je laa dr fon.. huhu.. byk gilas gbr.. layan je ler.. ni budak behave 5 minutes. baru je sampai ke megaview hotel, kuantan.

ni atuk ngan ayden dah pancet.. dan view bilik yg sgt besar for only RM180 per night.. best kan? ;)

before ke rumah pengantin perempuan.. begambar bersama bobo? NOT! bobo tidak sekurus ini.. ya ampunn! ini my cousin si krol.. ;)

pengantinzz.. :) us ladies.. far right future family.. gurlfriend adik pengantin.. ;) sile ketawe apabila membaca nama kedai ini yer.. hiks! kami ke TC (Teluk Cempedak) teringat mas ekak yong kat MRSM dlu.. rajin ke sini.. petang² lepak kat bistro bawah megaview hotel minum dan gossip² esoknye kami ke hai peng sebelum balik KL.. huhu.. besh woo.. tibe2 budak ni buat pose gedik tatahan.. pelik.. ;P haa.. same tak??? hehehe.. oklah.. cukup lah.. sampai sini sajo..~

post tertangguh 05/03/2011 Genting~!

ya ampun i lost track of time.. hahaha.. i've been busy lately.. i dunno exactly with what.. but pretty busy busy busy.. owh yes.. i'm busy attending weddings and finishing hairband orders.. here's an update on our cuti² malaysia.. vacation to genting highlands.. so.. we did plan to go.. but mase book online they said all the rooms were fully booked.. so i told bobo that it's better that we just hentam kromo redah je la labu.. and see if there's any available.. if not.. we'll just go home that evening jugak.. after all.. tak jauh pon.. this is ayden's second time to genting highlands.. last time pegi pon didn't get to play any games.. so bile sampai.. they said mase ni adelah mase peak.. so.. all the room rates are very the expensive ok! sakit hati gue RM200++ per nite padehal genting lakang umah je kot.. tapi bobo still wanted to have the night kat genting.. sian plak laa.. maklum laa saye ni agak kedekut dan tidak suke membazir.. hoho.. so.. masuk lah ke bilik yg sangat la sempit nye.. takpe laa.. after all bukan nak stay in the room pon kan.. just utk tido2 sajo.. so tak payah bebel byk.. here are some pictures captured on d day.. layanzz...

tebal woo kabus!!

kasi temenung skit..!

yay horsie! mary go round!

buat muke gangster skitt!

caterpillar ride..

ok kasi can mak pak plz!! ;P

pagi yang gelap kini sudah terang..

hihi.. harini tatau laa mood agak ke'ok'an mungkin sbb semlm akhirnya dapat tido yang nyenyak dan best.. ayden tak banyak songeh pulak.. bahagia mak nye tido tak hengat donia.. walopon selsema, hati tetap gumbira.. huhu.. tak laa gumbira sangat.. just trase tenang kembali.. takde kalut takde stress.. lets' just hope everything's the way it is sepanjang hari.. aminn...

semalam kelampian ku tibe² dapat tambah RAM so tak slow sangat laa kan.. dok laa baru nk tepikir nak kasi ayden layan youtube di henpon ku.. maklum laa agak nye sebab baru dpt fon yg agak selamat nak kasi die pegang kot? so bukak laa lagu twinkle² little star version yang ayden suke (slalu pasang kat PC) wahh.. bahagia nyer anak bujang mama sorang ni dapat buat rete henpon mama.. dah laa die jee dok pegang fon tu dok layan lagu twinkle² berulang² sampai tekelip² mate ngantuk.. haha..

video tak sempat ambik lagi.. tgk lah balik nanti.. sorry laa terjakun kan.. org lain tgk mesti kate kepoh je anak die baru pegang fon org lain dah pegang ipad tak heran pon.. ahh lantak pi.. yg pasti.. gua mmg suke tgk budak² kecik yg pandai pegang gadgets ni.. al maklum laa anak laki ku suke baling² barang.. tp bile die duduk diam behave layan pegang fon ala2 sopan.. mak terharu nok.. besa dah ayden.. bile suruh duduk die duduk.. suruh baring, die baring sambil layan twinkle².. good job dahling..

so semlm bought him another 2 books.. first word books which was only RM4.90 at NSK.. masuk setahun lebih ni.. nampak interest die kat buku lebih skit..suka dia tengok gambar² yang ada.. banyak jugak words yang dia dah manage sebut.. campo² laa english and malay..tapi babbomm gak laa ayat feveret die..

kalau pagi² die dah bangun dulu.. die akan tepuk parents die yg tido lagi ni suruh bangun.. and kalau he wants something and wants org nyer attention.. dia akan tepuk² org sampai org pandang die.. then baru laa die bebel tah pape sambil tunjuk ape yang die nak mintak.. dah la skang penakut.. nampak je apape benda yg mcm pjg and kaler hitam.. smue die ingat ulat (lepas nampak gonggok dan mama die menjerit² cam gilak)siap takut² nangis² tak begerak.. statik je.. hahaha.. macam² budak ni..

harini kat office agak tenang sebab semua keje dah pon settle.. takde orang menyakitkan hati.. dan jiran seblah dah kembali bekerja.. taklaa sangap.. oklah.. nak sambung keje kang ade plak yg email kate tak alert la.. tak cepat laa.. bla bla bla...

owh yea,, pagi ni.. ayden yak yak yey.. awal.. tatau laa mcm mane si bobo ni dok basuh yak yey anak die.. siap mencicir² poopoo tu.. siap tekena seluar keje dia.. hahaha.. lawak ok! ok ni 1st time poo-poo ayden beciciran.. kene ingat kot date ni? hahahhahaha!

oklah sambung keje.. TTFN~!